Had a horrible night because of insomnia and didn’t get out of bed until 4:30 PM.
Started feeling depressed but pushed myself to go to work.
Drank 2 liters of water.
Had a horrible night because of insomnia and didn’t get out of bed until 4:30 PM.
Started feeling depressed but pushed myself to go to work.
Drank 2 liters of water.
Passed my first day at day treatment
Scheduled an outing with friends
My delusions appear to be improving
Talked with my old boss; I start working at the gas station again (remodeling is done) Friday night (midnight shift). It’s a crummy job, but beggars can’t be choosers.
My sister helped me out with some money (again). I hate asking her for that, but once I start getting pay from the gas station I shouldn’t need it anymore. I can hope, anyway.
I had an easy night of teaching. I gave exams in both lectures, easy but boring, after which was a fairly easy and quick lab. Just looking at human cells and tissues under microscopes.
But I’m ready for bed
You are all doing great and you are great. Your successes makes me feel… dunno… mellow!
Woke up early, went to gym
Worked all day and made $
Texted with my new boyfriend
For yesterday:
1). I have been very happy and excited because I am getting a new second hand country car tomorrow izzz da plan.
I am thankful for all the years I have been driving my family car.i never owned the family car but was driving it.
Now the plan is I will have my very own car and I will be the owner.
2). I made tomato mix with overripe tomatoes and I have a great partner and great loved ones.i miss some of my spirit friends.we can laugh together sometimes.
I was raised by my stepmom I had aswell.
I remember words she said to me and how she raised me.my biological mum and her are very much the same in so many ways.they are very different but surprisingly similar aswell.i adore them both.
3). My partner and I weeded today.
I love him.
We are very different.
We believe differently,have different humour etc but despite this we may be good to and for each other.
If we married would that make me disloyal to someone I lost contact with or the only man I remember I had eye contact with …
Because I believe my man and I can spend the rest of our lives together.
It is not impossible.
My mum sent me a link to watch a show.
I love reading (hearing)from her.
I love you guyzzz .
You are awesome!
Is the lamp helping?
I’m not sure, just keeping it on next to my laptop. Don’t feel super bouncy or anything, but maybe there’s a subtle effect.
Lovely day.
Quit smoking.
At gym.
Feeling good.
Went to the gym
Got my car but there’s some issues with it so I can not drive it.yet.
Hopefully I can afford to fix it or get help to do so.
But I got it anyway n thankful for that.
I got my favourite cranberry and turkey salad in special for only $1.99.
Usually they cost $9 I think which is a bit to expensive for me really but it is so delicious and great.