maybe I suffer from a lack of desire to communicate? I have no pleasure, this is true also here… it sucks… I am really alone, my mom is on vacation and I am afraid that ill be forever alone. I take my meds but can they relieve the negative symptoms? anybody who got better on meds? the antidepressants dont work on me. the negative symptoms are not like a depression for me. I spent the last 15 years without socializing a lot… I am just a loser for whom nobody cares. at least, they cant help me. I am often wondering how the other schizophrenics do it… I even doesn’t have a personality anymore. I dont know which food I like, which people etc etc
all I feel is pain inside me. really. its physical guys!!! I would like a lift for god sake! its not normal to dont feel anything on meds. yeah, waiting, I should wait, there is nothing other to do…
Go to park for a walking.
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I too am a bit of a recluse. I see my mom once a week, I live with my dad, and I visit friends from college about once a month.
I get lonely and I often think I will never find a romantic partner. It’s tough. Try going to schizophrenia support groups in your area. Try going on personals sites, look for friends rather than dates. I made a friend on the site nolongerlonely.com. It might be a pay site for new users now though, I am not sure.
Hold out hope and try to put yourself out there more, it’s scary but its worth it.
I cant, I am in physical pain!!! plus I am afraid! plus, its 3 am in the morning here
Ride a bike 
don’t you hate when people tell you to do these things?
yes, samp, they dont understand me
Part of the coping skills I was taught in a therapy called DBT is opposite action. Doing the opposite of what you want to do. I use to order my groceries on the internet and have them delivered. Now I am getting out to the grocery store.
Is your pain emotional that’s so heavy it hurts or do you have a physical disability that has you in pain?
its my emotional pain who is so heavy that I suffer physically in fact… no physical disabilities here 
You can see the moon !!!
Have you tried going to therapy with a psychologist specializing in schizophrenia? You might get relief from your pain that way.
I go to therapy once a week, it helps to talk about things there that you can’t with others.
but why schizophrenia hurts even physically? I feel a sharp pain in my chest and one another dumb pain in my mind… does it mean that my illness went deep?
I often say that my soul hurts because my mom thinks that the soul is in the chest, yeah
somebody who has emotional pains also? is it treatable by aps?
Where do you live that it’s 3am?
in the Balkans samp 
I am not interesting samp… I only love sleeping. o close tight my windows and doors in order to not be bothered by anything… my mind is like shutted down…I look in my feet outside
but how to enjoy life when I feel pain samp? you will say - cultivate emotions yeah… I stopped even complaining in real life but I suffer… I cant regain pleasure like this, only with my will, it doesn’t come
ok, dont answer. its always good that we talk. me, I dont have a life without the aps… so I dont relate to the most of schizophrenics who doesn’t like their meds. me, without mines, I live in my head. I stop eating without meds, stop showering, stop sleeping and I become quite agitated… I would like to have fogginess, even this in order to not suffering. my meds are candies for me :/.
at least ive understood that to have a partner I should be just free. that’s the way the others girls are functioning… I was raging against that for a longtime ago… i discovered the humility in a way wow that’s the only progress, but its still too fragile… some years ago, i was in the optic to be jealous a loot to a point to anhilate myself to the girl who will be loved by my ex… quite a stupid thing. so my ideas suck mostly wow
I’m sorry Anna, don’t get mad, you always complain about same things but have you ever tried to do one single thing that people advice you here? You keep saying ’ I can’t’ and ’ i tried’ - well try again and try harder.