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Same with me. Really disturbing. Thought broadcastIng right?
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I wasn’t sure if this was thought broadcasting. Yes, it’s so disturbing.
Yes, there is a girl who is telepathically connected to me, and she can read all of my thoughts and she experiences everything I do–taste/smell/feel/hear, or so she says. I think she would be too overstimulated if that were the case (in my delusion, she is a real person…the ex-girlfriend of my boyfriend). The other voices just see me on hidden cameras that are set up throughout my house. I have never been able to find one, so I have to believe it’s all in my head. I have no evidence to suggest otherwise.
It is such a violation of privacy. I have had to completely change the way I think, because I am so scared of getting criticized or shamed for the things I think. I fill my head with stupid, random things just to distract myself from what’s going on in there with the voices. The voices are all so negative and so cruel to me. Everything I do/experience, I get criticized and shamed for. I can never get a break.
I need to figure out a way to get them under control again. I can’t keep putting myself through this every day.
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Sounds like your experiences are very similar to mine. I get criticized and shamed for everything I do and think. I’ve also had to change the way I think to help prevent the cruelty of the voices, but it doesn’t really work for me, unfortunately.
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I’ve read your posts before and thought how similar your voices sound to mine. It’s exhausting. It doesn’t work for me either, but I still keep doing it. I just don’t understand why this keeps happening to me, I am a good person, or I try to be a good person, and I’m nice to people, I’m a good mom and girlfriend…I don’t deserve this treatment. It’s constant abuse I can’t escape from.
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I have the same thoughts. I don’t understand why this keeps happening to me either. It is constant abuse.
I experience so much of the same things you mentioned! I also agree that the entities/spirits/demons monitor me 247 and I can never get away from them. I hear machine/computer like noises while physically feeling as if a device is inside me. The entities will say things while this is occurring as if they are in control of it. I’ve experienced other things that have led me to believe this is true.
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I can relate to a lot of what you wrote. I also have had to change the way I think because the entities harass me over anything and it is incredibly embarrassing and frustrating. They have also put in thoughts that I know aren’t from me, then they go on to make me feel bad as if it was my original thought when it wasn’t! I am doing my best each day to get through it all, so I isolate, exercise, read, meditate, and watch uplifting documentaries and interviews. I wish you nothing but the best and hope you can find ways to overcome/cope with what you are going through!
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I wish I could think the voices say they disconnected brian tissue and it’s hard as hell to think about any thing else that’s not what they make me think or feel
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Sorry to hear that. Hope it gets better for you.
I hope it gets better for you to
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