I’ve been hearing a faint, high-pitched, slightly vibrating sound coming from about 1-2 ft away from my left ear. I’ve also heard this sound a few times in my dreams, and one time the sound continued even after I woke up. In another dream my schizophrenia made me believe that this sound was the cause of my “schizophrenia”. I have only heard it during night time, but I can’t remember for how long I’ve been hearing it. Could be a hallucination, but it would be one of the very few realistic auditory hallucinations I’ve ever heard (the only other I remember being a train horn; I heard it one day right after waking up, and before that I got an inserted thought that I’m going to hear a train horn; an inserted thought after that claimed that I caused the train driver to blow the horn, because I’m a god; there’s a railroad nearby, but that would be one heck of a coincidence, so I’m just assuming it was a hallucination; the only other option could be that I’m psychic).
Then there’s another strange sound, which is also faint, but a bit louder, that seems to come from the apartment upstairs. I can best describe it as “alien”, or “out of this world” sound. It seems to have a similar “essence” to it as the previous sound I described. It’s a simple two-note sound which also has some vibrance to it, and I can’t think of anything that could cause such sound. It keeps repeating for a while, goes silent for a bit once in a while, and then continues. I’ve also heard this only during the night, and I remember hearing it even before I got this schizophrenia (at least a year before, probably more). Although it was a strange sound, I never payed much attention to it. But while being in the hospital my schizophrenia showed me a memory where I got angry at that sound for some reason, which is odd, because I rarely ever got angry. That memory could have been fake though (although it felt real). What followed was inserted thoughts that this sound could be originating from something that caused my condition. The voices call it “the spiritizer” (as in the object that implanted the “spirit” that now controls my body in my head or soul (my body seems to move by itself and acts strangely)). Later when I came home and read a note I had written (but can’t remember writing it) there was written, among other things, that: “Earlier I had written about some strange things that seemed to happen in the apartment upstairs, and I have had voices in my head since that time.” I have not found what I had “written earlier” and I don’t remember what happened that made me write such thing (because my memory has been wiped clean during the period my schizophrenia arrived).
The only other related odd thing that has happened was that as I started pacing in my room on the day I came home from the hospital (I had to pace because of the torturous feeling: Has schizophrenia caused you pain or other physical/bodily torture?), steps in the apartment above started following me (I heard the steps right above me), and the steps were loud, like stomping. It continued for a while, and the steps from the apartment above me always sounded right above where I was. Then I went to the other room to check if they would follow me there, and the steps indeed followed me there. I don’t know much about who lives in the apartment above me, other than that he’s a middle-aged man.