Metaphysical truman show

Unusual Beliefs
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So, could you tell me how far they are transmitted? What do you mean by locally?
Are your thoughts heard aloud?

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I know that people in the streets and my neighbours comment through the wall at my thoughts. Definitely at my spoken words.

I don’t know what the “broadcasting system” is though. Like, I know why I am “broadcasting” (adrenochrome theory) but not where the signal goes. Something to do with the “realm of consciousness.”

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One afternoon, after the appointment with my 2nd psychiatrist, I was walking in the big city feeling that everyone knew my diagnosis and what I am thinking. That was TB but lasted not much

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My schizophrenia dog is a crossbreed: truman and matrix

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I was feeling a weight upon my chest.
Anxiety affected my breathing.
I called my psychiatrist, and he upped clozapine to 400 from 300mg

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Now I take:
250mg haldol injection,
400mg clozapine,
400mg Solidon,
4,25 minitran x3
25 Nozinan x1
Deprevix, 75 in the morning, 150 in the noon

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if they watch me… i dont care anymore.

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Yes, that’s clever way to cope
If there’s no way out, just stay and enjoy it

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Guys, I had metaphysical ideas since I was a kid.
So, I have the same delusions, intermittent, on and off, for 20 years maybe

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It’s been going on since 30th of April.
8th day today.

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In a few hours it will be the 9th day.
In these days, I called psychiatrist 2 or 3 times, the first time we upped clozapine from 300mg to 400mg and yesterday we upped Solidon from 400mg to 500mg

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@anon94176359, @anon65600981
Krautrock!
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Good find @Om_Sadasiva

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The director switches cameras, and has many points of view. Now from above, now from below, now through my eyes which have cameras

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I called my psychiatrist again.
He said Xanax 3 times a day.
I take more than 20 pills

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I’m a mess. Worse than ever

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A few weeks ago, I was better than ever.
What happened to me?

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I see my mother and I don’t recognize her as my mother. Is she an actor too?
It’s heartbreaking

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What kind of changes did you do before you got worse few weeks ago?

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I really don’t know. I am not aware of my actions and thoughts. I was very well, almost perfectly normal. Now, 9 days, I am in hell.
How are you?