I’m sure if you lose your anxiety, you’ll lose the positives
I don’t have anxiety but I have positives.
Anxiety exacerbates them
Do you have need to move? Mine was really mild akathisia and once I got rid of it my thought broadcasting went away
No, I have no akathisia
I didn’t find that clonazepam helps with voices.
Theres got to be somekind of pattern how your positives form
This makes infinite number of directors and assistants.
Should I call my psychiatrist?
I feel I can’t explain these things by the phone
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I don’t feel so micromanaged anymore. The solipsy feelings are going down with my reduced head pressure.
But it still is pretty bad.
Micromanaged? What do you mean?
That is what makes the Truman show delusion suck. The feeling that everyone is trying to control / influence you with secret messages.
I don’t have secret messages. But everyone is an actor or an extra that tries to dismiss my concerns and fears and persuade me that truman is just a delusion
Do you not have thought broadcasting? That is another layer of hell that the delusion can be a part of.
No, not sure. Sometimes I feel everyone knows what I think. But it’s not severe thought broadcasting. Instead, I have thought insertion and thought withdrawal
Hope it doesn’t get worse. TB plus Truman is like zero privacy.
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Yes, I see. I already have no privacy.
Imagine losing all your mental privacy too.
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That would be a disaster, a living hell.
You have severe thought broadcasting?
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Yeah. My thoughts are like an open book to everyone in earshot. People constantly commenting on them, like my life is a local cable show everyone watches.
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So your inner life, thoughts, feelings, is transmitted worldwide?
My outer life, actions, are transmitted in the TV.
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I don’t want to say world wide, but definitely locally.
But parts of my life sync with media a lot. So it is possible. Feels that way anyways.