The whole country is watching me and is broadcasting my thoughts on national tv. I’m so afraid because I dont want people to come hurt me.
I’m on 2 different meds. And I dont know why I ask the same question, I guess each day is a new experience and it makes me want to ask. I’m afraid for my life. The country is broadcasting me.
Call your doctor and tell them how you are feeling and what you’re thinking.
You may need an adjustment.
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You need to see your doctor. You also need to accept that this is just psychotic delusion. You are not being broadcasted to the world and you are not having anyone see or hear what you think. Trust it.
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I talked to my nurse practitioner and she told me I might have to deal with this camera for the rest of my life.
Maybe you can get a second opinion.
How many meds have you tried?
Ok. Because I strongly believe there is a camera implanted somewhere.
Also seeing a therapist could help
I’ve tried abilify, risperdal, invega, lithium, haldol, and I’m currently on olanzapine.
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I see a therapist as well.
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Maybe clozapine would be worth a try? @anon52450205
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There’s always clozapine
The last resort gold standard
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I thought the same thing. There are no cameras. You have to trust it. Your mind is playing a game on you. Nature is trying to make you believe in things that stop you being normal and back to yourself. You have to believe that schizophrenia is real and plausible. Do your best to ignore the thoughts and feelings that are scaring you! I believe in you.
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I’m afraid to try clozapine because I dont want anything that is messing with my blood.
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Did you hear people talking about you on tv or in person?
I heard people talking about me everywhere. There was this one time I was in a bar. This girl was dancing and I was just drinking. And whilst We kept looking at each other, the voices kept saying stupid things to me to wreck my confidence.
When she finally came over and sat opposite me. I froze. And the voices just got stronger. I was pissed off but I couldn’t even feel anger.
When I look back. It was frightening and I just wanted to get away from them. The voices.
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Oh ok. I actually hear the people talking about me. That makes me believe its true.
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Medication acts on cells, it uses acid to act on the dna production of the cells (which are using acid). It won’t do anything to your blood long term because blood doesn’t change.
What will happen is that cells in your body will eventually recognise it and try to emulate the production and eventually the body will either fix itself or the body will require less and less of the medication.
You should take whichever medication works for you. And then when symptoms improve, either reduce the medication dose or switch to one which has fewer side effects (after a long enough time using the strongest one like clozapine).
The drs will help you if they see that you are and will help yourself! I hope things get better.
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Thankyou so much.
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