My situation

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I know people are telling me that what I’m experiencing is a delusion but I really believe this is true. I believe I have a hidden camera implanted in me somewhere and that people are listening or watching me. I just can’t find it. I hear my grandparents that I just met a few years ago that I currently live with talk bad about me everyday and they repeat what the tv say about me. Everywhere I go people are talking about me. I’m afraid for my life because what if someone would want to come hurt me. This situation is crippling and is stopping me from having a quality of life. Can someone please be just honest?

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Have you been honest with your psychiatrist about all this? What did they say?

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Did you see your psychiatrist or not yet?
Did he change your meds?

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Yes I have. They say it’s a delusion, but I think that the whole world is trying to keep me in the dark because I’m all over the tv in the country. So people want keep me in the dark. They don’t want me to know that I’m being broadcasted over tv and radio and all over the country.

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I see a nurse practitioner and I see her in a couple of weeks. No med change yet.

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You told them and they didn’t change your meds?
Are you sure? See a psychiatrist, they know more than nurses.

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If I were living like that I’d have a discussion with my psychiatrist about Clozapine. It’s not guaranteed to work but I’d be willing to try it.

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@Aziz, my psychiatrist doesn’t always increase my dose or change my meds even though she says I’m delusional. It’s possible @anon52450205 saw her dr and nothing changed.

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Then she need to ask for Clozapine.

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Yes @anon52450205, Aziz is right. If you are a good candidate for clozapine, you should give it a try

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You need to be hospitalized. This has gone on far too long.

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I agree with you 100%

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@anon52450205 I have the same experience. I found groups of people that have the same experiences and perceptions. These people meet online and offline. They don’t tell you to use drugs or get off drugs. Its just about being with and supporting each other who have the same non-ordinary perceptions and experiences. We also don’t tell you that you need to be hospitalized.

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Look Up the Musician Jesus Jones on youtube and the song “Right Here, Right NOW”.

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