I'm Confused

Some Radio Stations want me to kill myself, and some others want me to live.

It’s what I said before. I feel half the World hates me, while the other half kinda likes me a bit.

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If I don’t make it tomorrow, I’d like this song played at my Funeral.

Patrick you really need to go to the Hospital immediately.
You are now a danger to yourself.

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How you traveling matey? It’s not good to see messages in music. Ideas of reference is a pretty big indicator to me that I’m not doing too well. Are you ok? When do you see your doctor?

Just a little concerned as I know you were under some big stress!

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Jeez @PatrickT hope you are alright :flushed: please call your doc.

Did you stop medication?

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I’m just tired.

I won’t do anything stupid tomorrow. But there is one thing I feel I need to do. My family is totally against it, but I think it’s the right move.

I’m going to echo what @Wave said because this sounds like it’s reaching dangerous levels. You probably need urgent care to get this under control for the sake of yourself and your family.

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noooo they are all hallucination
pls believe us
dont kill yourself

Hey man, I think you’re entering a bad space. Please call a local crisis line? Please?

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@PatrickT,

You need to go to the hospital, man.

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I have to go to work tomorrow. I literally have 5 dollars to my name. My wife is already in the Hospital. If I go down, the whole Circus Tent will collapse around us.

I’m supposed to be avoiding my triggers.

Unfortunately my triggers are people, places and things.

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@PatrickT - Is there a local mobile mental health crisis line you can call? If not, can you check in now at a hospital?

EVERYONE WANTS YOU TO LIVE. YOUR FAMILY LOVES YOU.

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You’re holding up well, @PatrickT. Thing is, it just sounds like a good idea to be cautious now and call in for medical help. What could it hurt to drop by a hospital?

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Are you in Ottawa area - @PatrickT?

http://www.crisisline.ca/

613 722 6914 in Ottawa

1 866 996 0991 Ottawa area

Please call!

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I’m sorry I’m upsetting some you. We’re all fragile on this forum.

I repeat. I WILL NOT harm myself.

I just need to do something tomorrow…to clear my head once and for all. I’ve been a jigsaw puzzle with a missing piece now for over 2 decades.

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I love you, @PatrickT

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You’re beautiful, @chordy.

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What exactly is it you think you need to do tomorrow?

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