If I take my own life, I’ll be perceived as Hitler.
If someone jumps out of the pack and kills me, I’ll be perceived as Christ.
But I’m neither. I’m just a lousy joke artist who is trying to be fair…trying to make a positive out of two negatives.
I understand why millions of people want me dead for my past transgressions, words and actions. I get that. But the goal was altruistic, and still is. I just don’t think I’ll live long enough to see this one through.
Nobody wants you dead, man. It is time to call an ambulance. You need the hospital. Do it for your family. You need to stay safe for them until your brain recalibrates.
You should listen to @Ninjastar. He speaks wise words. We only want what is best for you. 
Is @anon39054230 Patrick?
Please get help!
Yes. I changed my Username for personal reasons. It’s me, Patrick.
I believe it is. 
yeah you not sounding right homie, you should go to the emerg mental health
Yeah, Patrick. You need to get to a hospital. You’ve had a couple days to recover and you sound worse, not better. You probably need some new meds. Yours aren’t doing the job if you are taking them.
My biggest fear/ worry /consternation is that if I do for some reason become a person of note, too many people/ families will get hurt.
This is why I’m being indecisive in this moment.
What would cause you to become a person of note, Patrick? Can you try and explain to us what is going on? Don’t hurt yourself.
You need to go to the ER. You need the hospital mental ward until your meds work
@anon39054230 Patrick please go to the ER
You need help right now!
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