I keep having brief but powerful delusions. I usually snap out of it. I’m scared one day I won’t. I don’t think my meds are working. I wake up to writing I don’t remember much of. So many epiphanies I can’t even keep track. Am I okay?
I just keep telling myself I am.
I’m okay.
Does this seem right?
I think I switched to a parallel universe.
You might need an increase in meds if you’re having some break through symptoms. Usually that’s a sign for me that I need to take my meds or things are going to get bad
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I am so tired of the medication.
I hate how it makes me feel:(
Sleepy and depressed and hopeless.
You may be right .
My psychiatrist is away
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How’s sobriety going
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There’s antipsychotics that have few side effects. Maybe ask about latuda or ability
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I’m coping,
Thanks for asking.
I haven’t screwed it up yet
It’s always harder than I think it will be
Well regardless, just wanted to know. I remember another poster having post acute withdrawal after coming off codeine. She never was having the delusions she had when she was taking opiates. But when she came off she became symptomatic. Till like 90 days in then she got a lot better. Hang in there!
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If it’s that bad I would go get help. Maybe you’re in a psychosis.
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I think I’m okay now…
It comes and goes, but I always realize eventually that I’m being irrational, and force myself out of it
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Hugs. Get to feeling better.
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Thank you<3 hugs
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Glad you seem to be feeling a little better. However, if it persists, please talk to your pdoc about it. I don’t like taking the meds either but sometimes it’s the best option. And congratulations on your sobriety. You’re doing really good. Take care.
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I always gets those, secret messages and all.
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You’re epiphanies are just delusions. And you haven’t switched over to a parallel universe. That’s impossible without the technology (which doesn’t exist yet).
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666? Hmmm…where did that come from? Have you dabbled in the Occult at any time?
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This looks pretty much exactly like writing I did when I was psychotic. I felt like I was having all these revelations about life and the universe and it all just came pouring out of me. One epiphany after another. I felt like in those moments I was figuring it all out. It was kind of exhilarating.
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Yeah definitely psychotic writing
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I feel okay now.
If it was psychosis it lasted less than a day…that’s unusual for me.
I have no clue what the writing means now or what epiphanies I was having.
I’m glad it’s over
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It was a very nice feeling.
I felt like I understood all the mysteries of the universe and it was so simple and clear. Gosh I am glad I’m back now though
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I had a episode for a week where I started reading twitter without understanding how it worked and tried to find hidden messages in all the garbage.
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