No never,
Although I started to believe I could create and summon my own demons for help.
I’ve never been religious in any way.
I don’t know where it came from,
Probably intrusive thoughts? I’m not sure.
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If you start looking, you’ll find messages in anything and everything.
It’s easy to get caught up in it.
I wish I could remember all the epiphanies:’
It’s probably not worth remembering though
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I lived in nyc and I used to read the building numbers. I was finding some kind of meaning but who knows what
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i do the same with numbers sometimes. everything suddenly seems profound.
i do it with words too when things are bad, take them apart and find secrets and messages. it’s pretty time consuming:’) but seems important in the moment.
give it a week and i’ll be in denial again, sure i was never and have never been psychotic. i often doubt my diagnosis,
this last episode kinda woke me up again to it.
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