My sister said the same. Well, She said you’ll just get hurt again.
It’s just cos he seems keen though.
But yea maybe I should leave him be.
The start is always exciting for me… But… Then, as I start to fall in love, that’s when the stress about other women starts to creep in.
So I guess I should be sensible.
And leave it.
Thanks…
Yea I hope so. I wish the same for you.
I first have to seek myself to find myself
I know it’s getting old now, but that’s true.
At least I have two friends to boost my mood in the meantime.
I’m not sure if I’m even bi though because although I get attracted to men that’s as far as I want it to go with men because I just feel I will never overcome that unsettling feeling when it goes further than a simple attraction.
But yea as you, @crazydiamond444 say, maybe I should be less controlling and be more open about the future. But for now I definitely need to stay away from romantic relationships. As @Charles_Foster said.
Just want to say thanks to all of you who responded it really means a lot to me.
OK in conclusion, right now i don’t have a suitable outlook to be with a man so right now I do consider myself gay romantic, asexual.
But I’m open to see if things change in the future when I’m ready to date.
I kind of doubt it though that I’ll be hetero
I really do.
Maybe that’s just my present self
But still, the feeling is strong.
Thanks for the like, Johnnybegood
And…
No, you are not a looser!
@Jonnybegood have you really given up with dating?
You talked about women on several occasions on here.
I like this @crazydiamond444
We become cynical when we have trusted and been betrayed. But the antidote to that is to trust anyway but not be nieve about it.
Never thought I was a loser just the people who think they understand me don’t understand me at all. And just I don’t fit in this society. And I have delusions. You know how I know they’re delusions cuz they can’t all be true.
I previously just wanted to hookup with women instead of dating. But ive moved on from that mentality. Taming the johnson is no easy task 
Yea, honestly I wish I knew what it felt like having a penis. Lol
Well it has a mind of its own. It flops around, stands at attention. Basically like having an inflatable circus balloon 
I’ve been at an appointment with my dad,so I’m a little late, but I agree with everyone else, I don’t think being gay is some switch that you turn on and off.
I’m sorry I did not communicate correctly.
I have had attraction to women but just dismissed it in the past as nothing much.
I would like to explore it. Maybe.
In the future. If it is more than merely an attraction from little interaction.
You. would make a hot lesbian.
You can’t be sure of that lols,
But thanks!
If it’s any comfort I would be gay too if I were a woman 
I think I tamed it too much or its my risperidone.
I don’t hate men or even dislike them. I just seem to dissociate with men a lot idk why. Might just be cos I want to be liked so much that it shakes my confidence haha hahaha 
i dont trust women either bc a lot of them all they care for is their looks and it is a bit superficial, men are not like that and i think that’s a good thing.
I guess if you really prefer to be with a woman that is what you should do. It can be hard to find the right man. But if the problem is you feel they use you for sex and drop you I would just change the game plan. Like have at least 6-7 dates before anything happens. I think that way you find someone who definitly is interested in your personality.