I dont know what to do anymore. I’m so depressed with everything this is just the tip of the iceberg. I dont have a nice body shape I’m wide have a large belly small boobs and average sized bum and I’ve got small gray green eyes but I have bags under my eyes. I wish i had big brown eyes or nicely shaped eyes. I have thin dry hair with no volume. Have a wide face.I’m short I’m not clever and I’ve got this mental illness. And to top it all off I hate this world and everything in it everything makes me depressed now and i cannot enjoy myself i just want to die. I hate seeing other beings suffer and everything in this world just seems to break me. What is worse is that their is no escape from it before at least you could turn off the news now its everywhere you turn. The meds side affects are doing my head in aswell I just want to feel normal.honestly I would be better off dead or not being born.
omgosh I feel sad for you.
Things can get better hang in there.
can you get CBT or therapy
Thank you I just dont know what to feel anymore. I just want to relate to someone because feeling how I feel now. I don’t feel I can relate to anyone
First off you should never call yourself ugly. Ever. Did you know that a single strand of your dna is different from everyone else’s on this planet? I’d say that makes you pretty special
Sorry you’re feeling down @anon15119022 . This disease can get to you sometimes.
I used to feel super ugly. i went up to an obese BMI for a while on a higher dose. and for other reasons
Feeling ugly is a terrible thing
I still don’t feel particularly attractive, physically
but I am trying to change that feeling
I know but other peoples DNA is much better them mine.just due to the fact that they are pretty and some have nice personalities aswell and donth have any mental illnesses to contend with.
think of how tough it is to keep up appearances!
I’ve seen your pics. I think you’re very pretty.
it is all propaganda photos LOL
Oh you so silly 
I dunno.
I’m no oil painting…big gut…large nose…skinny legs. But ya gotta keep truckin, so to speak.
We can’t all be supermodels.
Hope you feel better soon, @anon15119022 
I know what it’s like to not be happy with yourself. My meds caused me to gain 80lbs and resulted in stretch marks on my inner biceps and on my love handles, when I wear a t-shirt you can see them on my arms and it’s embarrassing. I find them so ugly. I’ve lost all that weight but the stretch marks remain.
What do you mean? I think I get what you mean but am unsure. I try to keep up appearances simply for my job I’ve got to remain happy and content
I had stretch Mark’s on my legs bum and booms even when I was skinny.
I tell myself that as long as I am heading in the right direction, then I am attractive.
Doesn’t always work but it’s a working progress thing
usually they die From beauty.
If you want to feel better about yourself, put some work into yourself. Do face masks. Brush and style your hair or get a good cut that doesn’t need much work.
Do makeup, even just a little lip gloss.
Bathe. Put smelly lotions on. Spa things.
The more work you put into yourself, the better you can feel. It’s all about learning to care for yourself. Once you care about yourself, it’s a short step to LOVING yourself.
Thank you so much I really appreciate it
You’re welcome.
I understand what it’s like and am working on this, myself.