I hate myself. I really hate myself
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Call your doc…or go to the emergency room…I’m so sorry your dealing with these feelings…
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Sweetheart, what’s going on?
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Hey Ish, whatever is going on there’s no reason to hate yourself. You’re a funny, kind and intelligent woman, you’ll pull through.
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The more you hate yourself more you actually don’t deserve it.
Its probably your depression talking.
What’s going on?
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Sorry I don’t have any encouraging words for you ,but just wanted you to know I’m thinking about you and praying for you.
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What has happened Ish? Can you call your psychiatrist to talk about it?
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please talk to someone. Dont do things that you will regret
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If you’re thinking of hurting yourself please don’t and call for the hospital. Hugs buddy. We are here
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Please take care of yourself @anon80629714 I hope you can tell someone in your family how you feel.
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Hey @anon80629714, I wouldn’t go to the Emergency Room unless you were seriously suicidal.
I called the Ambulance and went to the ER for not feeling well - honestly felt drugged up.
They kept me overnight in a psych holding room then shipped me off involuntarily to some long term psych Hospital for low functioning schizophrenics.
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im so sorry @anon80629714 please go to doctor xxxxx
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Sleep on it, rest and recovery then on Sunday treat yourself to something maybe go out and do something fun
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Sending hugs from the Great White North. Hope you are seeking treatment for this ASAP. 
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It’s not very sporting to tell everyone you don’t wanna live, and then don’t return to explain why.
This tells me you are wrapped up in yourself, and not thinking so much about others. Which leads me to believe you need help at the moment. Please make that call or go visit your nearest ER. You have so much to give, and so much to live for. This is just a phase that will pass. Been there, done that, got the t-shirt.
I’ve been hospitalized 5 times. But I’m living proof that it does and can get better. Get yourself checked out by a professional. You owe it to yourself and your family to do this.
Good luck. Please post back in and let us all know how you are feeling/progressing. 
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I hope that post didn’t sound cold, but I know for myself when I stopped caring or thinking about how I was affecting others…well, that was a sign I was sliding down the rabbit hole.
I just hope Ish can ‘nip this one in the bud’. Positive vibes!
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Make a resolution that you won’t do anything to yourself that can’t be undone. See if you can find someone you trust to confide in. No one wants to see you hurt yourself. You’re better than that. You have things going for you. Don’t waste your talents. Try to find a way to get yourself out of this line of thought. Look for a distraction - maybe a movie. If not that, maybe a book. Maybe you can find someone whose company you enjoy. You’re doing right by voicing your feelings here. We all care about you.
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Don’t talk like that why do you hate yourself. As you can see there are a lot of people in the responses that care about you.
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I really hope you’re safe right now
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@anon80629714 Please let someone you trust, like a friend or family member, know what’s going on. They can help you figure out whether you need to call your pdoc or go to A&E. Check back in and let us know what’s going on. Sending hugs your way.
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