it is nothing personal
but i do not have much else to do so i keep coming back.
does anyone else find it hard to enjoy this place much but still come back here?
i dunno if id say it is a chore but it is just like i have no alternative better option.
they said quarantine will be eased in June. I really cant wait 
for that.
how do you feel about this forum, in all honesty?
I feel the same as you. I’m not interested in most of the threads but I don’t have anything else to do.
yea it is better than doing nothing…i suppose???
I like the forum, been here for years.
I’m obsessively lurking like this forum is going to guide me somewhere. But I think it’s too comfortable now. There’s no growth in the comfort zone.
Have to push out of that zone. Somewhere. It’s intimidating since there’s so much potential and unexplored territory. I have ideas where to start, though.
Like learning how to write a book, then writing it. Blogging, even. Web development. E-commerce stuff. PEMF development. So many things I want to grow into.
I’m just going to stick around until the PEMF treatment 100% fixes my headache and symptoms. Then I won’t be stressed out by leaving the comfort zone so much.
I’ll still come back for memes though. I’ll post the book as well but it’s against the rules, I think? If it were free I guess it would be OK. I don’t know for sure.
I remember a mod saying you could just post a link to the book and lock it, and that would technically be kosher. But the thread will just fade away then.
Marketing is a huge ball of wax. This isn’t the place for it. It’s a place for people to hang out and vibe, and stick to orthodoxy for the most part.
Only way PEMF will be accepted here is if it becomes a part of the orthodoxy, and that’s like a decade-long journey, at best. I’m thinking it could take a lifetime.
I love it. Finally I can relate to people like me 
i cant figure out if this place is good or bad for me but all i know is it is addictive nvt.
i am already in a bad place and i don’t want to spread my bad energy further irl and now i am beginning to feel like the same is happening online
i am really sorry guys but i have nowehere else to turn to right now so i hope you can manage with me
haha i am not entirely sure what orthodoxy means but its funny
I hear you. I tried to leave too, but ended up coming back several times. Just don’t beat yourself up about it.
Why are you worried if you have nothing else better to do? I don’t. If I loose access to this forum I will just switch back to my tech forums.
Browsing this and other forums is better than sleeping 24/7 for me.
i worry about spreading my anxiety energy around the forum.
i don’t mean to do it on purpose
I enjoy the forum a lot.
I don’t enjoy some of the members,
Don’t enjoy some of our rules,
And don’t enjoy some of the threads,
But as a whole, this is a really great place.
If you’re unhappy with it and feel like you’re addicted to it or something,
Why not ask to be silenced or suspended?
No worries, that’s what this forum is made for.
Many people are in a bad situation here and don’t always feel positive.
i don’t know.
it is better than sleeping 24/7 or something like that, as @anon67051439 said I guess that is why.
You can’t transmit anxiety through the forum with just your mind. Your posts are pretty normal, not edgy or drama-filled or anything.
Psyching yourself out.
If you want to post, post! Don’t worry about having a perfect mind to do it.
haha
idk man
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It’s not a thing. Don’t worry.
i suppose this is a mental health forum so my anxiety is not something to be frowned upon.
still i am sorry
ok, i will try not to.
i am trying my best after all