why? 151515
I see a lot of quite unhappy people in usa though, idk. sorry, this is my illness. I cant think politics since forever. that’s why I say I am dumb
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It is not much about politics but in these ‘soviet’ countries mental disorders weren’t taken seriously and the psychiatric system wasn’t developed.
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yes, I guess its true… I hated my hospitals. I never felt better from any of my hospitalizations… They never didn’t care about my negatives. I even suspect that they thought more to lower my positives but I remained unhappy as hell for years. and at the end, my doc said that I am ungrateful cause I was complaining… and I wasn’t the only sufferer. I saw so many desperate people…
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It gets better after about age 50 for men too. We CAN recover after many years of sz/sza.
How do you said like this about Soviet countries @zeno, I think they are much better than India. In India I don’t think even a psychiatric doctor count the suicide case of his patients.
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I have thought of this. I’m worried because I haven’t had enough to do for years. I worry that my brain will get more chemically imbalance or more insane even when I’m taking medicine.
@Anna1, good morning, ok, I am saying that what you want is if available by medicine than you sure to be achieved it. You require to do your own effort. I started to recover after 19-20 years.
I think your opposite. You live with your mother in same building but in other apartment. So who cares about your food, clothes and medicine. I lived with my mother after abusing her also but I want she care me. Did your mother has different types of feeling about you.
You could try some movement of brain like me, if you wish. Develop your self. I think, For different feeling there is a movement.
I can relate to the paralysing anxiety
I used to be scared even to move
I couldn’t even have a bath but now I enjoy to have a bath
It takes time
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@shellys12 Did your anxiety cause you a lot of pressure/pain in your chest?
No I just felt to scared to move really
Man I feel the same way. It feels like this illness is never going to go away. I’m taking Invega Sustenna 234 injection. My mind isn’t as clear as used to be and all I want to do is sleep. There are days when I feel clear headed and energetic and feel like I’m back to my normal self but mostly I feel like laying in bed.
I’ve been pushing through it but everyday it’s tough. I’m working a low-end job overnight where there isn’t much to do and I’m having a hard time dealing with even that. Only 6.5 hours a day and the rest of the day I’m sleeping. I’ve been sleeping very peacefully for the first time in a long time but now aim sleeping too long too much.
I pushed myself to go to the gym last week for 4 days and now the weather is too cold for me to go. I just don’t feel the same or up to par since I’ve come back to reality. Maybe it’s the medication or the negative symptoms of this illness but death would be better to live like this.
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I have a similar problem re sleeping - my sleep used to be very disturbed and light, but I’m sleeping much better now
Only issue is I feel like sleeping during the day, simply because I can’t think or initiate any other tasks so I pass time sleeping
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