I am getting to where I just hate talking to people who are not mentally ill. They just don’t get what we go through. I think I have just gotten spoiled on here 
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My mom just told me she was gonna put me in a home if I didn’t figure things out. How do ya think I feel lol. I told her if she did that she mayswell send me to hell.
She does a ton for me don’t get me wrong. Buys me supplements, makeso appointments, pays for appointments, etc. And she literally came to visit me everyday for two months while I was hospitalized… it just sucks to hear stuff like that…
Yeah because just functioning is hard and is a huge step for us. That is what they don’t understand
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Yeah. It’s hard for me to even understand honestly… I honestly could… but I just don’t want to. I feel incapable but I really could do it. Also my reward system in my brain is shot so it’s basically pointless to do things except to please others… but that doesn’t even make me feel good…
Yup that is how I am. I can’t find pleasure in anything.
They’ll find a cure in the next ten to 20 years… law of attraction. 
Gosh I hope so. At the same time I would miss Alex who is the voice in my head.
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Hahaha, well. On the brightside you’d have so many more people to talk to and actually enjoy it because you don’t have any problems. Know what I’m sayinn 
Too true! See I am spoiled on this forum.
Ughhh do you ever have those voices that are there but you really can’t hear them? I just had one (paranoid) and it was you saying to stop talking to you 
You mean like a gut feeling type of voice?
Noo, it was a voice… but I’m on meds so it’s kind of like a thought but it comes from a distance… I know it’s really weird
Oh gotcha. Sounds unsettling
I don’t know I’m okay with people as long as they don’t know I’m sz. My family is cool but everyone seems to fear and hate sz people.
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It is but on the bright side, sometimes I hear God like that… And I feel goosebumps but it’s like energy that comes from a distance. That’s my favorite thing ever
When I hear God it comes like a feeling.
What does it feel like? Can you give any detail?
Like I get a strong urge or feeling towards something. Like I will want to read my bible all of a sudden and I end up reading something that really helps me out
Sorry just saw this for some reason… and that’s definitely God speaking to you no doubt in my mind. He loves you. I listen to Christian music alot and it’s weird how my thoughts match up to the lyrics so often
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I feel the same way. I keep my MI on the down-low.