@Dude1 . I am medicated too and still have my spiritual beliefs.
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Same. Right now Iām on a church mission for two years doing service around my community, so I am still very much religious. I feel like I will never forsake my faith.
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ive never thought i was god or jesus. i have never had the kinda thoughts i forget where there called but like where i am all powerful and stuff.
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Itās like a delusion of grandeur except, for me, it is uncomfortable and painful. I have no interest in being the God of Evolution. I want to be a regular person. Maybe win Powerball and stay private, but thatās about all.
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Itās ongoing. I fall into bad ways when I stop.
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Haha. Im not judging you. But a certain mod - thinks your a tosser. x
Heās probably right.
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Ok im gonna call them out. @Voithos . Explain please x
My regular user account is @shutterbug and I use @Voithos for moderating. I got sucked back in. Iām both. Iām trying to be less of a dick this time around (props to @Ninjastar, @Moonbeam, and @Bowens for keeping me honest). Iām the junior mod.
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Ok. āmis understandingā understood x
I originally tried to come back anonymously, but it felt dishonest so I posted to disclose my identity. Having the accounts separate does help me come at moderating in a better headspace. Everyone on the mod team is making a real effort to be respectful of users (Iām sure some users will disagree). What people donāt see in the background is one moderator handing something off to another when they know they canāt be impartial or if they feel they are in a conflict of interest. Hope this helps?
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Yeah its ok. I understand your treated differently. Most mod comments, get the most likes as well lol. So completely understand you have a separate account - to get a fair response. Donāt worry - I Know, Its a hard job, managing other peoples nutty responses when your ill yourself x
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Yes I know x
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Iām not sick - everyone else is.
(Neener neener neener.)
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Hahaha . Nice Comeback lol 
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I had a psychotic episode years ago. It was so so strange what happened. It was like I was everything and everywhere all at once. Omniscient and omnipresent. It was such a powerful thing it scared me really bad and I went running outside. I was screaming āwhatās happening to meā but I thought I was just talking.
So so bizarre. Leading up to it I was having laughing fits where I would laugh for hours.
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Thank you for sharing. The first time I was overwhelmed with the idea that I was God, I became terrified. I was looking at the stars out of my hospital room and had that feeling in 2015. That was my very first episode. I couldnāt go back in that room.
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Iāve had that same āinformationā bestowed upon me as well, that I was supposedly a direct descendant of the first man preceding even that first manās origin, by being a deep sea fish in the ocean from which all life originated
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@Semele and @Cloudd3ad
My delusion (that still partially exists) is that the universe itself ācreatedā me by intercepting in pre-humanity 50K years ago and making sure this sperm got with that egg etc. through thousands of ārelativesā to create, especially and uniquely āmeā when I was born in 1969; (the God of Evolution). Talk about us having creative brains! sheesh!
Very creative mind indeed! How about Universe being super intelligence that runs calculations on probability and statistics and through mathematical formulas that are beyond our comprehension it āorchestratesā us meeting our destiny love, and the more intense the feeling of that love is the closer genetically you and your love are to the Universeās goal to achieve perfection in its creative activities. Jeez
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