@Semele
I haven’t come up with that one, but I do still believe the universe is math, it is all-powerful, omnipresent and self-aware. I think It calculates everything and is inside all of us and knows our every thought, including those that make us blink. It knows it’s origin. It knows it is not human, nor does it care to be. I call it “evolution” or “creation” or simply “life” as I believe in the Big Bang. I also believe in life after death because humanity wants it and the universe, evolution operates on preference and necessity.
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My psychosis kicked in during 2015 as well…
I thought U was doing god’s work and that I was myself a god.
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what do you mean u?
@latenightsurfer
I still struggle with those concepts although I am avoiding episodes. I had inserted thoughts for years (since 2015) telling me all about the start of the universe and how we are all part of it and it knows our thoughts and…eventually…how it ‘created’ me by intervening in humanity. Also, I had an inserted thought at 48 that, since it orchestrated my grandparents and parents meeting, it named my mother “Mary” (her name was Mary) and then made sure i was named “Christ” (that is part of my name). It was so spooky. The sz and bipolar mind can play tricks!!!
I have a lot of delusional thoughts
I realised it’s best not for me to talk about mine on here.
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Understood 15, 15, 15
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I don’t have anything against others saying theirs. But mine are really bat s h I t crazy I don’t want to drag this forum down.
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Thread is triggering people. No need for it to continue any longer.
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