My delusions were more about thinking the radio emcee was aware if me and speaking to me.
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Iâm ok now, just felt in sh.it at the time in 2000, I know now it was my mind in psychosis
it did change me doe
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I also had an experience with the radio when I had my first episode in 2015. It was mocking me. It was terrible.
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I want compensation for suffering involved
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me tooâŚ
The PTSD from many of my episodes is alarming. I am terrified I will do something horrible to hurt myself or others.
Iâll give you $5 for your suffering and you give me $5 for my suffering.
Fair?
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my suffering was totally different to yours
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Yeah, youâre right. You didnât have a broken back and you werenât born with a crippled heart.
You owe me $15 now.
You owe me $20 if you werenât sexually abused as a kid too.
Thanks for pointing this out!
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Wait. I forgot about the diabetes and the Parkinsonâs.
IâM GONNA BE RICH!!!
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justice one day can be served IMO
were payback is served karma overload for evil
the person who sexually abused you will be punished IMO eventually in this life or after
Iâve never thought I was any kind of religious figureâŚmy last delusion was that I had been genetically modified by people in the ER so that I could no longer digest macronutrients and so I stopped eating for awhile and got messed up physically cuz of it. I havenât had any delusions since then.
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I am so glad your delusions have stopped @WhiteRaven
Mine are 90% gone too. I still am bewildered over events that were SO convincing. For example; The universe told me it would remove all the broken capillaries on my feet. They were both covered with them. They are gone now. Entirely. for the last 8 years. Confusing. I still take my meds though.
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I donât need them to be punished. I just need for them not to colour my actions moving forward. Yesterdayâs problems should not be brought into today.
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Sounds like you done a bit of therapy mate 
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Yes, absolutely.
I was told by a universal being that I was a direct descendant of the first man that ever lived.
I saw many pictures of angels, weird universal beings, signs, symbols, government figures.
Aliens, and quite frankly weird and bizarre things that look scary and irrational.
I was in the psych ward talking to âmother universeâ with light bursts and things like that
One way or the other I thought she mightâve been some government conspiracyâŚ
I still see visions to this day but I just do best I can to set them aside and live normallyâŚ
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Thank you for sharing @Cloudd3ad . I was still crazy in the hospital after meds. I was dancing like an expert (not really), doing martial arts (not really) and running faster than any human ever has. That was even after meds. I was using my God powers. So effing ridiculous! I am embarrassed.
Messianic complex doesnât go away for me. 12+ years, Son of Allah, Third Coming of Jesus, etc.
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At the risk of asking a stupid question @Lcray, do you still genuinely believe it? or do you acknowledge you are MI? or both? I believe mine about 10 to 15%, even with meds.
Well, I surely have schizophrenia, I can see it on MRI. If the delusions are true I live to 1,000 years, plenty of time to handle the situation safely and rationally, nothing to worry about, but still important to embrace aspects of recovery as it pertains to schizophrenia.
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I also have religious delusions, medication really helps. This forum really helps.
And Iâm also able to keep my faith even with these religious delusions.
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