Do you ever have suicidal thoughts?
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I’ve had some but not anymore
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How did you cure it?
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I only had them when I was thinking about the past, now I live in the present. I know it’s weird but also having suicidal thoughts it’s weird… I don’t know how to explain
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This doesn’t sound too good. Are you on any antidepressant?
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No, only antipsychotics. I just think it’s awful what happened to my mental health.
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Ok but having suicidal thoughts it’s not good in my opinion
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I think it’s normal for people with schizophrenia.
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I used to have them everyday now im fine since i changed from lithium to lamotrogine.
Also lexapro has helped a huge amount.
Suicidal thoughts suck ass it shows you not in a good space.
Wishes and blessings
Fox out
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I used to have suicidal thoughts almost every day until I drugged this demonic brain of mine. I no longer have any plans for suicide, but I don’t care if I do die because I don’t have any happiness in my life, or any plans for the future.
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When I first got on the med I had a lot of suicidal ideation and looked up ways to die as a last resort. Now I wouldn’t consider killing myself anymore unless I get into some kind of scenario that I can’t even imagine. I’m too scared of killing myself.i hope u don’t have this at the moment @stefan24
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No, I have no bad thoughts of suicide. But sometimes I just think about what would happen if I was no longer there.
what would happen in what sense?u mean life after death?
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How the people around me would live on. and yes, life after death is an interesting subject. You never know what happens. Maybe I’ll be in a hell haha
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I rarely ever have suicidal thoughts, but when I’ve been hospitalized, it’s been because my voices have told me to off myself.
I haven’t wanted to do it, but I’ve been scared that they might gain control.
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Every once in a while. When I do it embarrasses me. Old habits die hard. But I don’t think I’ll ever act on them anymore, go so much to lose.
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U don’t seem like a hell kind of person to me lol. Anyways I think things could get better so there’s too much to lose
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Never, I hate death.
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Years and years ago, I was constantly depressed and suicidal. But now, for seven years now, I have been perfectly happy and content on a permanent basis. I am very satisfied with my life now.
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Today i felt suicidal as i feel i just cant win at life. I got called a mole by a teenager in the shopping plaza as i was pushing my trolley behind her to the carpark filled with grocieries through a crowd of people.
I came home and deleted myself off all dating sites i was on and facebook and blocked my ex as i feel like they think im a joke and i was disapointed i didnt find anyone i liked, my ex was sending me stupid txts and i felt hurt. I feel like a failure in life. The world is dead, we killed it, everything has changed, i feel no love. Im so issolated. I dont know what to do with myself, other than work, clean my house, take care of dogs, excesise a few times a week and watch movies/youtube. Totay i felt they threw anthrax or poison at me in the plaza because the world is mean, i thought i was going to faint. Then i thought i dont care if i die, gotta push on and i did my grocieries. I am delusional and i feel ppl are hostile and it makes me so scared.
I feel everyone has their little group of men and women and i have no one. I dont feel safe or like i belong anywhere. I missed out on having kids and feel everyone my age is a busy being a mom.
I dont know why i wasnt chosen by a man. Im just as good as any. I feel unwelcome everywhere and some days i feel great and so happy but today i felt like sucide. I am a telemarketer for insurance and maybe thats not a good enough profession. I make good money and its the only thing i can really cope with. I breed daschunds and that helps me too and i live animals. I just dont know why society and i clashm i love them. My expectations are obviously not realistic if i am being disapointed but really it is the best i can do. I am doing my best. No men are insterested in me, i havent had enjoyment of a lover in 3 years. They were so mean and women i havent met anyone kind that i could call a friend. Im not a good friend but i can learn im just not sure what to do. Most women think they are better than me and its simply not true 
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