Do you ever have suicidal thoughts?
I’ve had some but not anymore
How did you cure it?
I only had them when I was thinking about the past, now I live in the present. I know it’s weird but also having suicidal thoughts it’s weird… I don’t know how to explain
This doesn’t sound too good. Are you on any antidepressant?
No, only antipsychotics. I just think it’s awful what happened to my mental health.
Ok but having suicidal thoughts it’s not good in my opinion
I think it’s normal for people with schizophrenia.
I used to have them everyday now im fine since i changed from lithium to lamotrogine.
Also lexapro has helped a huge amount.
Suicidal thoughts suck ass it shows you not in a good space.
Wishes and blessings
I used to have suicidal thoughts almost every day until I drugged this demonic brain of mine. I no longer have any plans for suicide, but I don’t care if I do die because I don’t have any happiness in my life, or any plans for the future.
When I first got on the med I had a lot of suicidal ideation and looked up ways to die as a last resort. Now I wouldn’t consider killing myself anymore unless I get into some kind of scenario that I can’t even imagine. I’m too scared of killing myself.i hope u don’t have this at the moment @stefan24
No, I have no bad thoughts of suicide. But sometimes I just think about what would happen if I was no longer there.
what would happen in what sense?u mean life after death?
How the people around me would live on. and yes, life after death is an interesting subject. You never know what happens. Maybe I’ll be in a hell haha
I rarely ever have suicidal thoughts, but when I’ve been hospitalized, it’s been because my voices have told me to off myself.
I haven’t wanted to do it, but I’ve been scared that they might gain control.
Every once in a while. When I do it embarrasses me. Old habits die hard. But I don’t think I’ll ever act on them anymore, go so much to lose.
U don’t seem like a hell kind of person to me lol. Anyways I think things could get better so there’s too much to lose
Never, I hate death.
Years and years ago, I was constantly depressed and suicidal. But now, for seven years now, I have been perfectly happy and content on a permanent basis. I am very satisfied with my life now.
Today i felt suicidal as i feel i just cant win at life. I got called a mole by a teenager in the shopping plaza as i was pushing my trolley behind her to the carpark filled with grocieries through a crowd of people.
I came home and deleted myself off all dating sites i was on and facebook and blocked my ex as i feel like they think im a joke and i was disapointed i didnt find anyone i liked, my ex was sending me stupid txts and i felt hurt. I feel like a failure in life. The world is dead, we killed it, everything has changed, i feel no love. Im so issolated. I dont know what to do with myself, other than work, clean my house, take care of dogs, excesise a few times a week and watch movies/youtube. Totay i felt they threw anthrax or poison at me in the plaza because the world is mean, i thought i was going to faint. Then i thought i dont care if i die, gotta push on and i did my grocieries. I am delusional and i feel ppl are hostile and it makes me so scared.
I feel everyone has their little group of men and women and i have no one. I dont feel safe or like i belong anywhere. I missed out on having kids and feel everyone my age is a busy being a mom.
I dont know why i wasnt chosen by a man. Im just as good as any. I feel unwelcome everywhere and some days i feel great and so happy but today i felt like sucide. I am a telemarketer for insurance and maybe thats not a good enough profession. I make good money and its the only thing i can really cope with. I breed daschunds and that helps me too and i live animals. I just dont know why society and i clashm i love them. My expectations are obviously not realistic if i am being disapointed but really it is the best i can do. I am doing my best. No men are insterested in me, i havent had enjoyment of a lover in 3 years. They were so mean and women i havent met anyone kind that i could call a friend. Im not a good friend but i can learn im just not sure what to do. Most women think they are better than me and its simply not true