How are the future perpetrators of the apocalypse magically tied to your existence? Are you dreaming that your future kids will do this? If that is so, then simply put off having kids until your delusion resolves.
Think clearly about your delusion, break it down. It’s not making much sense to outer observers. Saying that you have “the seed” is not proof of anything.
Everyone is capable of good and evil, but what shapes your destiny are your actions, and to some extent your motivations.
It’s because my soul is a point of influx. The perpetrators were created at the time of my creatiom and we’re cosmically linked. My soul can’t leave this Earth until my mission is complete. 12 times I’ve been here.
I do believe in God. I don’t know how else to believe. I think he allowed this because he put the seeds here, but when my mission is complete I’ll be alright. Until then I can’t leave.
How do you know? I just can’t believe it.
If something happens to us earthlings, it won’t be your fault. 100% guarantee it.
Things seem okay at the moment, no immediate WWIII threats with North Korea being so peaceful and all.
I guess there are multiple sides to this. I want to save the world, and I want to break the cycle of rebirth, and I want to escape this life. I’m scared to die that’s true. I have to decide what to do very soon. No immediate threats? I suppose not. I don’t know when they will bring about the end. It could be centuries. Or it could be days. I’m scared. I’m sorry. You don’t have to listen to me talk. It’s okay if you want to stop talking.
That delusion is not helping anybody, I assure you. Least of all, helping you. People’s lives being spiritually tied to others, where someone’s dying will actually kill someone else, is not a thing.
There are some incidents where a mother can feel the instant their child dies, from a great distance, but it’s never such a connection that the mother would physically die too. Maybe from grief, if she is told about it, but never just insta-death.
What you are proposing is just senseless.
Just live, and chill out. Watch some funny stuff on youtube or whatever.
Don’t be afraid to call 911 if you need to. If you tell your apocalyptic visions to an ER doctor they will most likely admit you and you will get help.
Are you hallucinating or hearing any voices about these visions?
@TomCat there are these beings that talk to me in my thoughts. But this epiphany was mine, my thought. Well it came from the seed, but it was my thought in the sense that the beings didn’t tell it to me. The seed gave me the epiphany. The beings talk about it but they talk less now. If I called 911 I’d get in so much trouble. No I’ll pass. I guess it couldn’t hurt to call a crisis line though. Or maybe text. Like macee said. Or I could watch YouTube videos. I will watch YouTube videos first and see if that helps.
Watch funny stuff like let’s plays or pewdiepie vids, whatever takes your fancy, and try not to make silly ideas of reference, where you try to read secret messages from what you’re reading and hearing.
If things get bad, please call a crisis line.
I think the crisis line would be a good idea. They can help you figure out whether or not you are having an emergency. If it’s any consolation to you the last time I was hospitalized the ER sent me to a psych ward in an ambulance. A family member brought me to the ER though.
If you’re a danger to yourself and your mom isn’t willing to take you to the hospital, call 911. Your mom would be a lot less upset with you calling 911 than she would be with you harming yourself.
I just spoke to my mom. She wants me to keep telling myself it isn’t real. She made me say it out loud. I’m starting to get frustrated because I can’t decide what to do. I swear to you my mom will be so mad if I call 911. I’m going to call the crisis line now.
Yeah that’s a delusion and if you feel you might act out on it you need to go to a safe place. Many people worry about world problems and look for solutions and delusions can form about this but it can be overcome through meds, therapy, reality testing. Best way you can help the world is to make the best of your own life and help other’s when capable, with practical things such as being a good friend and such.
The crisis line didn’t really help but I’m going to try and get some sleep.
Good luck. Worried about you.
You are doing the right thing posting here. Wat would happen if u told ur mum about these unusual beliefs? I think as long as you can cope until u next see ur professional then u could wait but otherwise if u told ur mum ur beliefs then probably she would take u to er? I can’t understand how u killing urself would save the world. That sounds highly unlikely.
@Sardonic how are you feeling? I hope you’re fast asleep or feeling well rested now. <3
It won’t save the world, please go see somebody
Or go to a hospital. Its a big fat delusion
If you can’t go to the hospital, try to logic your way out of it.
Ask yourself some questions:
Your mother is wrong to not take you to a hospital, but she is right in wanting you to remind yourself it’s not real. Because it isn’t.
Your doctor is right, it is a delusion, and you need to keep reminding yourself that.
We won’t all drop dead and end up in hell just because you don’t die.