Gayyyyyy. Lol 15 char
I used to have voices that would tell me I was gay or a ā ā ā etc like saying āyaaa your gonna kiss that dude cuz your gay you homoā, but im 100% straight, I used to get so upset about it and argue with them saying its impossible, I remember it even as thought insertion when I was younger.
I totally respect anyones decision gay bi or straight though. I used to be very against it due to my family views upbringing, but now i am much more accepting.
I have a gay uncle and hes one of the funniest characters I know
People used to think I was. I was never really aroused by men or anything but I did question it. I was afraid that I would turn gay or something like that. Anycase I used to hate it, it was so wrong to be treated like something Iām not very awkward, but it was just they way rumors operate in that gossipy circle. However if I didnāt go through that Iād never really know how I felt about it. So Iām glad itās over and I donāt have any connection to those people anymore. But Iām also glad for all that Iāve learned on the subject. There is still something that pisses me off about stupid hetero people. I think Iām jealous they are so appropriate for this world. I will always continue to outcast myself from their culture. They need to rethink their prejudices and identities.
Trying homo is like jumping out of a plane in risk and enthrallment. Been there, jumped outa a planeā¦great that was cool. Next.
Now thatās totally a personal opinion, no looking down or misunderstanding. Iāve done it, I understand it, and thatās opened my eyes to creation in this world in general.
I was in the military, and repetitiously came onto by other males in combat arms units. (No females). I can relate to the shock LT may have experienced when a man came onto him and wanted to as he would think (rob his manhood). I know that too well, before I was even diagnosed I used to paratroop. AKA (jump out of planes and helicopters with parachutes for service in military).
There used to be donāt ask donāt tellā¦
used to be a joke:
Donāt ask put your shirt back onā¦lol
but thatās all done now. and I believe personally that sexual, religious, and coping bigotry exist in the military and the public stillā¦being anything in itself I consider braveryā¦especially with schizophrenia.
I also think a heterosexual can find a male attractive or beautiful and a women attractive or beautiful
Just the same as a homo sexual could find a man attractive or beautiful or a woman attractive or beautiful
Just human nature appreciating beauty
I personally dont look at someones sexual preferance - hetero - homosexual - bisexual - in todays day and age its not really a big issue. When I was growing up homosexuality was looked down upon - the times have changed and are still changing
My dream world is the one where horny women outnumber men and Iām the only straight man. grins
lol what meds are you taking to have that effect
John Bobbitt ended up doing porn.
Iām mostly straight. Iāve only made out with girls and that was involving a lot of tequila. I wasnāt attracted to those girls. I find some women attractive, but thatās it.
I am suffering on OkCupid. My plan is to get my parents to help me get on a paid dating site. I donāt have enough discretionary income to do it now. Maybe by Christmas Iāll have some help.
Lesbian for as long as I remember. And yes, I am legally married to my amazing wife who goes above and beyond when it comes to dealing with my ā ā ā ā .