Being gay here

Gayyyyyy. Lol 15 char

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I used to have voices that would tell me I was gay or a ā– ā– ā–  etc like saying ā€œyaaa your gonna kiss that dude cuz your gay you homoā€, but im 100% straight, I used to get so upset about it and argue with them saying its impossible, I remember it even as thought insertion when I was younger.

I totally respect anyones decision gay bi or straight though. I used to be very against it due to my family views upbringing, but now i am much more accepting.

I have a gay uncle and hes one of the funniest characters I know

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People used to think I was. I was never really aroused by men or anything but I did question it. I was afraid that I would turn gay or something like that. Anycase I used to hate it, it was so wrong to be treated like something I’m not very awkward, but it was just they way rumors operate in that gossipy circle. However if I didn’t go through that I’d never really know how I felt about it. So I’m glad it’s over and I don’t have any connection to those people anymore. But I’m also glad for all that I’ve learned on the subject. There is still something that pisses me off about stupid hetero people. I think I’m jealous they are so appropriate for this world. I will always continue to outcast myself from their culture. They need to rethink their prejudices and identities.

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Trying homo is like jumping out of a plane in risk and enthrallment. Been there, jumped outa a plane…great that was cool. Next.

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Now that’s totally a personal opinion, no looking down or misunderstanding. I’ve done it, I understand it, and that’s opened my eyes to creation in this world in general.

I was in the military, and repetitiously came onto by other males in combat arms units. (No females). I can relate to the shock LT may have experienced when a man came onto him and wanted to as he would think (rob his manhood). I know that too well, before I was even diagnosed I used to paratroop. AKA (jump out of planes and helicopters with parachutes for service in military).

There used to be don’t ask don’t tell…
used to be a joke:
Don’t ask put your shirt back on…lol
but that’s all done now. and I believe personally that sexual, religious, and coping bigotry exist in the military and the public still…being anything in itself I consider bravery…especially with schizophrenia.

I also think a heterosexual can find a male attractive or beautiful and a women attractive or beautiful

Just the same as a homo sexual could find a man attractive or beautiful or a woman attractive or beautiful

Just human nature appreciating beauty

I personally dont look at someones sexual preferance - hetero - homosexual - bisexual - in todays day and age its not really a big issue. When I was growing up homosexuality was looked down upon - the times have changed and are still changing

My dream world is the one where horny women outnumber men and I’m the only straight man. grins

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lol what meds are you taking to have that effect

John Bobbitt ended up doing porn.

I’m mostly straight. I’ve only made out with girls and that was involving a lot of tequila. I wasn’t attracted to those girls. I find some women attractive, but that’s it.

I am suffering on OkCupid. My plan is to get my parents to help me get on a paid dating site. I don’t have enough discretionary income to do it now. Maybe by Christmas I’ll have some help.

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Lesbian for as long as I remember. And yes, I am legally married to my amazing wife who goes above and beyond when it comes to dealing with my ā– ā– ā– ā– .

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