What’s going on folks?
I’m doing alright. Riding the ‘waves.’ So it goes.
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I think I’m slightly ‘improving.’ Can’t be more specific. Yeah, maybe it’s the weather - good old cycles. I used to think about spirals being opened into a double helix that I was climbing. Sometimes it’s good to go down - the ladder. To see what you missed. Tonight I’m counting the time till I go to sleep.
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Doing good tired. There is a really nice couch by the dumpsters I’m going to try to get if someone has not got it yet. Undoubtedly somebody is going home.
April again?
My days,weeks, months blend into each other… So you know.
I get that. This is my birth month though.
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Now 8 months smoke free, nicotine free. 
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Been having a shift of symptoms in my life… my doc now calls it a mood element.
But for the past few days… I’ve felt great and better.
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That’s great j I hope you keep on bro.
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I feel kind of down about myself. But at least I have a roof over my head.
Well… One thing that we can’t stop is aging.
But we can work our through it… And hopefully come out on top.
I have lots of signs things are going bad. Have to sleep. A lot. Working less hours. Hopefully it will help. I feel my head does not function too well. Hard reading, thinking and writing.
Sounds like we fair better in the winter.
That sounds like mood. Whether in a good way or not, I don’t know. I wish I could feel that way now and then.
My plan is to start exercising + start playing my guitar and singing(?) Loosen up -
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It’s almost Easter and I’m on vacation in Boston. Doing good there’s still a little snow here and there, but it’s supposed to get up to 67 degrees today.
Not doing as well as I had hoped. Pdoc had to lower ap dose due to side effects. Says have to live with symptoms right now. Wish I could talk to more people on this forum, many people seem knowledgeable.
I´ve felt better… Just decided not to go to the mountains where my family is celebrating the Easter. To much hustle and bustle right now, all the skiing and everything, which i used to love. My doc has told me to heighten the dose to fight the negative symptoms, but I´m not sure if that will make me “riding the waves”… I miss the feeling though, it´s been a while since I had it.
Have a couple dances booked for April. Working on radio shows for ourselves personally (the daughter and I like to podcast and we own the licenses to play music online legally). No photography/video bookings so far this month, but I’m doing the usual stream of passport photos. Think I will get out and do some personal photography again. Just about finished rebuilding my business Web sites.
That’s it from me.
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Edit: Forgot to mention I’m still coaching archery at school and looking forward to setting up targets in my yard to practice on with the kidlet in a couple of weeks. Been shooting the NASP Genesis bows all winter. Almost time to pull out our Olympic style recurves.
kinda depressed…
As of late - I have been feeling a bit less anxious and agitated - Have not mood cycled in about 5 days or so (knock on wood)
Been going back up to my usual dose of Klonopin, this could be why.
Still have bouts of anxiety, but not as intense
Also still a bit agitated once in a while