Cpn approx every fortnight, psychiatrist approx every 3months
I donāt want to trigger you. Plz talk to your psychā¦I mean the mere fear of throwing up my meds stopped bulimia mmediately. Being dominated by body shaming voices and having the opportunity to get betterā¦the mere chanceā¦I would never let bulimia which changes how meds work no need to get technical you know what youāre doing. As Iāve said before āblindā by korn is my favorite song. You know what you are doing but being blind to t. I wish the best for you but itās a disease illness addiction etcā¦too powerful for anyone to help. You have to want it. Some use the 12 steps of alcoholism.
Iām confused. Do u think I have bulimia?
Good luck friends. May you one day realize you donāt take care of your body, it wonāt take care of you. Bailing for awhile for reals. I might change mind but I donāt want to have anyone triggered.
I had mild depression for a few years as a teenager, I had low body weight and didnāt eat very much. Still not a diagnosable eating disorderā¦
Naaa I do not but I do binge eat sometimes but that is without vomiting.
@anon98519533 I double checked here: http://eating-disorders.org.uk/information/compulsive-overeating-binge-eating-disorder/ and they say:
āExpertā Definitions of Binge or Compulsive Overeating include some or all of the following features which occur with regularity at least 3 times per weekā¦
Binge eating now and again is not nice either, you can tell by the way you feel after. But apparently it doesnāt classify as an eating disorder.
I have zipped it I believe health is number one 
gL
@anon98519533 this has been on my mind today and I made a mistake in my wording to @bjrpengjing. Instead of saying its not a big problem to binge eat sometime as my therapist has said (as oppose to habitually), I could have added my personal experience on it too. That itās preferable not to binge eat even sometimes one reason being it lead me down a slippery slope of getting Binge eating disorder and itās just not great for the body. Thatās just my opinion though people r free to do what they want with their body.
Yes I do. I binge on certain foods. I donāt purge. I do best when I stay away from those foods in my diet but itās impossible to keep away from them completely so I āhit the sauceā occasionally to try to deal with the cravings. Buying small amounts of whatever I am binge on is the best policy because I tend to eat it all at once.
But it hurts those who love you
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The hung is others seem to be able to take over my eyes and ābeā me in my body which is violating and rude and destructive specially when they are jealous of youā¦
Someone else take my body and say āiiiiiiiā am going to eat cakes and bingeā¦
They try āgoverning me ā by taking my eyes and say I have low iq or it would not be possible?
So where is my own iiii 
eyeā¦
I am not ok with it.
I am a adult and I do good .
It is incredibly bad behavedā¦
What good is my iii
In other bodies ??
I know when I was hated and abused and bullied my eyes were in all other bodies when I felt neglected and unloved but I was giving love in spirit and getting hate in return etc
I do not see them as superior to me nor are they to boss me around and that is something my boyfriends family and friends should learn.
I am still astonished at how badly they treated me and look down at me etc
I put on the weight I lost so the jealous ones made me bingeā¦
āIiiiiiiā
I want them away from me.
When my boyfriends mother asks āwhat have you done today ā I want to say āthat is none of your fu##### business.
Or to be polite ā¦āI do not want to tell you ā
Their are lot of sexist ones too.
I am sorry for taking sh##
As a adult ā¦
And still ā¦
I am not treated well enough.
Thatās so true and that is really upsetting cos for me personally it also isolates me more cos of feeling shame. I would love to spend more time with my family and they with me. So they get hurt when I donāt join in as much in activities and likewise that hurts me. Yes so true, in eating disorders loved ones are going to feel hurt too cos u are damaging ur body
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You are young and at least you have people that care about you. You can do it. Seriously, itās an addictionā¦you are strong enough to fight it
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Thankyou 
I appreciate that.
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You are and you know it. Why else would people be drawn towards you? You have a big, strong heartā¦tap into that love for others and love yourself. Donāt let years pass by
I donāt take compliments well especially if Im not sure theyāre true but thank u. You are a good people person do u think u will ever do work?
Work ummm no. Iāve got wayyyyyy too many issues. You donāt want inside my world. Like my problem typing because my brain and hand eye coordination etc donāt āworkā correctly so why so many typos. Thatās merely the surface.
Oh sorry to hear thatā¦its good u are still making the best of your time though with the cooking and meeting people exercise etcā¦do u not get the motivation problem so much that sz gets or are u just able to kick it really well
Motivationā¦nah mtf fear!