Your current delusions or "delusions"

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  1. Television sends me messages from God every day.
  2. Captain Beefheart’s mustache is intertwined with my brain neurons.
  3. My mood controls the weather.
  4. When sunny day, I am full of grandiose glory, I am a prophet, a Buddha, a Messiah.
    When night falls I have depression.
  5. Alogistos (Thoughtless) is an hebephrenic voice that I have which controls my body and mind. Makes me do silly gestures and makes me shout stupid things and neologisms, and makes me do silly grimaces
  6. As John the Baptist opened the way for Jesus, in the same manner Stockhausen and especially his grandiose opera Licht, opened the way for my arrival as savior of this world
  7. I was all historical persons that ever lived.
    I am both subject and object. I was both Jesus and Pilate, for example.
  8. I live in the matrix, and these crazy coincidences are glitches in the matrix.
  9. Everyone is an actor and plays according to the screenplay
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How can you tell? You have to see a psychiatrist.
Bless you!

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I sent it to my pdoc too

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You know they are delusions. It’s good that you have insight. I’d say tell your pdoc all of this before you lose insight.

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That’s what I did. I sent him a message on his cell phone, I hope he will see it. I am really on the verge

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Call him right away. I don’t think it is a good idea to wait for him back to you. Once you lost insight, things will be complicated.

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I left him a message on his cellphone.
His secretary says that he knows how to read messages. I also mentioned my depression that doesnt get better with the antidepressant

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When you know all these, you recovered, i guess.
You sorted yourself out, in Greek and English.

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I still believe them with all my heart, but I know they sound absurd to you people

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What’s the story with the Captain Beefheart mustache and your neurons?

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Captain Beefheart is dead. But his mustache is a alive. And it haunts me

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I’m sorry. Hope it gets better. That sounds really … strange.

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I once believed I was Jesus, Lucifer and maybe hitler in a past life. A few weeks later I realized it was a delusion. The fact that you posted that on here shows you have insight to your illness. Contact a doctor or emergency services immediately before you lose insight an have a psychotic episode.

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  1. When lots of people talk at once, or one person talks really fast, sometimes “secret phrases” slip out that play on my darkest fears, or sometimes offer support (hopefully 10mg Abilify stops that ■■■■)

  2. People can hear my thoughts (2mg Abilify reduced it but didn’t stop it)

  3. TV and radio give me secret messages too, particularly when I am far away from the TV / Radio and it is barely audible

  4. When you’re psychotic, reality / the “realm of consciousness” kind of “wraps around” your consciousness and strange coincidences happen more and more. It’s kind of like being a spiritual celebrity since your huge psychic footprint sticks out like a sore thumb and you become the “talk of the town”. When you’re normal, your psychic footprint shrinks and you don’t stand out anymore.

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I thought sexual deviants wanted to take a hit of my youthful energy as some sort of witchcraft Viagra while I was sleeping. somehow using my deep sleeping prowess for their own gain.

and this also came at a period where I thought “the others” wanted to consume me because I was a clean animal with supernatural energies.

and yes I also get communications from the tv and radio.

and I believed all my sex dreams at night were caused by sleeping with vampires or something.

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I don’t remember creating this thread.
It was during my memory lapse.
I also don’t remember sending messages to therapist and pdoc

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That sound really concerning and scary

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