Does any1 do this.
How to stop? Wat kind of logical reasoning.
And do you think it could actually kill them. Like black magic or voodoo.
Obviously it is not a peaceful feeling. I’m kind of not feeling that way anymore but maybe I kind of am too. Like maybe subconsciously. I don’t know. I kind of accept them in life but sometimes I still think how different things would be if they were dead.
I dont believe in revenge at all, it is a flawed concept. Best to just move on from things.
You need a better living condition.
I used to think that about my dad when I was unwell and on piracetam (was some exaggerated, impatient “I need money to chase this woman and further my life now, why aren’t you helping me” response), but now that I am calmer and happier I now love him again.
I don’t wish death on anyone. Call me superstitious but I feel it is a bad omen to want that of other people. However, I can and do get angry at others if they are ignorant, arrogant or rude.
I was wishing the death of my abusive father when I was little kid. I have never wished death on anyone else
If people could off other people by thinking about it there wouldn’t be over 7.5 billion people on planet Earth.
Hmm.
A Cigarette. The Fire. The Ember. The Smoke. Inhale. Exhale. Trees. And Leaves.
Ghosts, And Connectivity?.
Or is it Jus a Vivid Circling Dream (???)… . … 
This one guy deliberately blew cigarette smoke my way and gave me a bad lung infection. I can’t do anything about it because he died. I don’t wish physical pain on him, and especially not hellfire and damnation, but I hope he is feeling very guilty in the afterlife.
i dont want to wish death on anyone becuase it doesnt feel peaceful in my mind. like there is storminess.
and i dont want that 
so idk wat to do about it though.
i will find a way to deal with this. if i dont it will eat me up
If You Find Peace Inside, There Will Be No More Lies…
yea i need a space where i can think better for myself. at home it gets very busy atmospherically, where i live.
good point
There is someone in my life that I often wish would die. It would make my life so much easier. I love them and really don’t want them to die but still when they are hurting me and causing me grief the thought that it would be easier if they would just die in a car accident or something comes to my mind. I can’t help it. I feel like a terrible person for thinking these thoughts but they just come up. It’s not like I’m planning their death. It’s not like I would ever kill someone. They are just thoughts. I try not to beat myself up. I had a whole lot of therapy over the guilt for these kind of cognitions.
yea that is how i feel.
but idk if they knew, how they would feel about that!!!
seems strnge that i am keeping such a secret.
i ideally dont want to think like that 
sorry you feel that way 
I try not to do it because I am very superstitious. I always feel like wishing bad things on people will end with someone I care about ending up with something bad happening to them. But sometimes the people I have wished bad things on deserved it.
The best way to live is by the Golden Rule, even in your thoughts.
what is the golden rule?
Do unto others as you would have done to you
I have a very peaceful living arrangement. My parents mill about in the main floor and my room is pretty much undisturbed. Can’t even hear anything other than what I want to. Bose Quietcomfort 20 headphones help a lot.
aw you are lucky with that…
Don’t worry about your thoughts. That’s a level of neuroticism that a schizophrenic can’t control.
Just don’t manifest shitty thoughts into actions. But feel free to think of whatever you want to. It’s your brain.
Going to cite a Bruce Lee quote: “You don’t need a loving philosophy to love others.” Also vice versa seems to hold up.
I’ve never wished hell, physical or emotional pain or death on anyone.
I am thinking about practicing magic. I’m going to be ethical in my practice. I won’t do harm , death or anything that interferes with free will. It will mostly just be positive spells that help me and my family.