Just admit it i know the whole world is ■■■■■■■ watching me and waiting for me to end it. All ya’ll humans r ■■■■■■ in the head
I do not want you dead, we all think that sometimes, but its not true, you seem to be going through a rough patch tonight, do you have a Pdoc or therapist you can contact in the morning?
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I would be very sad if you died.
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@kazuma I am so sorry that you are feeling so bad. Please don’t be so hard on yourself. I would be very sad if you were no longer here. I am worried about you—please let your parents or your doctor know how you’re feeling. Take care and I’m sending hugs your way.
I feel the same way…its the whole night time freak outs thing talkin man. How long have you been up and how long has it been going on?
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I feel this way when I get my breakthrough paranoid symptoms it’s a horrible feeling
Hugs
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I have problems but I think I’m a lot like most people in some ways. As someone who is like other people in some ways I would like to say that I don’t wish death on anybody and I don’t think many other people do either. Most people don’t care if people they don’t know live or die. They just feel neutral towards them. You might make people you know mad and frustrate them but I doubt they wish death on you.
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I wish everybody to live as long as possible on this earth. It has been 10 years since my childhood friend died, I tried to help him but it was too late. He was just 37 years old. The life is the most important thing we have. It is Queen Elizabeth’s 89th birthday today, I hope I’ll live still next 40 years and I would be as old as Queen Elizabeth today.
naaa, not really, peace and goodwill towards all men (and women of course) thats my motto for now anyway lol, i dont want anyone dead, i happen to like people and i want to help people so why would i want anyone dead, its against everything i stand for
I’ve felt that way before. It wasn’t true.
I certainly want you very much alive kazuma
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I want you alive…
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I hope he fell asleep he was saying hes got the night horrors like a few of us have panicked to fits it does ■■■■■■ suck tho…
Sounds like your in an episode man… ride it out… it’ll pass
You know that girl I was staying with last weekend. She comes back here and was over at my bro’s place… two of the guys were practically crying over it. She loves those dudes too… they’re all pretty much polyamorous… somehow not threatened by each other. When they have to rationalize me hanging with that chick though… they can’t handle it. It sucks when what could have been a really great thing falls apart just over social reasons. Like I said she loves those guys… she’s not currently “active” with any of them, but she’d withold being “active” with me just to keep them from breaking down.
And while she likes me… I’m pretty sure she is actual love with my cousin. Could have been anyone else, but that dude is in my life for good.
Sucks maaaaaaannnn…
We’re all in pain buddy. No one wants you to die. I love you. I’m sure a lot of people do.
@Kazuma, 
️:heart:️:heart:️! You’re going to get through this! You’re having a terrible time right now. I’ve been there too. Please don’t wait for someone in your life to figure it out. People aren’t cruel so much as just ignorant, so please reach out and get help/support. Ask for help.
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I just met you @Kazuma, but I already like you and I would be saddened to see you go. We haven’t even played Fallout yet! You seem like such a cool guy and I have a lot of hope that you can get through this.
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Repeat after me “Everyone Loves Me”
That’s a tough thing to deal with. After a long period of having bouts with alcohol and with it outburst of anger towards people who would say really bad stuff to me about me I got sober and started to have agoraphobia. I thought that people were all a danger to me with their words. I had a hard time dealing with the cruelty of what people thought, and said about me. My mom said I can’t imagine how rough it would be to think the whole world was against me. That got me thinking, and I eventually realized it was true. I’m not against you man, that counts at least one right 
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