Wish life were easier

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I want to move on, and have my brain mature. I want to perceive life as opportunities instead of getting down that I’m not going to make anything of my life. I don’t like going a whole day on auto pilot asking the same questions to my loved ones knowing I asked it but I forget the answer. I find healthy outlets but I’m not going any further with them because I suck at everything. I have my boyfriend that deters me from my limitations and comforts me but it hurts to realize that I’ll never be good at anything. He makes it easier to live though.

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ive given up thinking that i’ll ever make something of my life…I just try toi get by

BUT what I am grateful for is that im no longer in the rat race…former friends of mine are now struggling with huge mortgages and struggle toget by…im lucky for that one

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I don’t know what former friends are doing. Probably wouldn’t be able to recognize them. I know my relatives made something out of themselves. It’s hard to give up, but there’s no other way to go about life anymore. I’ve reached my breaking point and I just don’t care anymore. Everything was taken away from me, and I don’t see any periods of recovery. I always went off my meds because they made me feel this way and then I would catch a break for a while. Now I’m stuck and hearing a voice right now saying this is making you sick. WHATS MAKING ME SICK???

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you probabaly need to go to the pe=sych hospital…you need some R&R

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I don’t want to though. I’m afraid to. I slept 10hrs last night. First time I slept that long in months

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Good you got the sleep. Things might start to look better to you. I like your use of the word “opportunities” because I had forgotten to look at life that way.

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Are you saying. I’m getting the sleep and even though I feel like giving up now, there can be some kind of change?

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Yes. Good sleeping is a very good sign.

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I wish for an easier life too.

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Thanks @PinCushion I took a 2hr nap today. Wasn’t even planning it just fell asleep. Your words have been on my mind all day that it’s a good sign.

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