Is there a reason the delusions most SZs have center around aliens or the CIA?
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It seems to be the most ālogicalā reasoning
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I used to think I was a monarch operator for the CIA. Straight up Manchurianā¦as for aliens it makes more sense to me that aliens could help us become telepathic??? I dunno. Anyways I snapped out of it no matter how many beatings or interrogations I go through I do my best to move forward.
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Think about the factual information that exists about mind control and conspiracies of the CIA trying experiments on people including VA patientsā¦MK ULTRA is obviously real from released documentation, and when youāre a schizo and youāre trying to go down the rabbit hole for that (dream discovery) in the first stages youāll believe anything you hear. I remember Lucy and Sarah telling me to pack my bags I was outa my familyās houseā¦packed em and cried over laughter from them. Thought the bitches were my friends. Anyhow the unknown or possible can sometimes be an obsession to me, and both subjects are quite unknown and impossible.
Or are they?
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What else other then aliens and the government? For me it was everybody. Everybody could read my mind, everybody else is psychologically perfect. Etc.
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Itās not aliens or CIA that I worry about, regular people are bad enough.
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I literally thought that I had a handler from Mossad. The Israel intel agency that is rumored to be just carnivorous and aggressive in tactic. I tried to explain my experiences to people, I began to wonder what was real and what wasnātā¦
Who was playing in my mind???
Met the man twice, the Israeli, maybe it was real maybe it was fake. Iāll never know the past so I have to move on and find a way to become more than just a disabled veteranā¦and thatās through my expressions and my love I share with my GF Lindsey. As for aliens, Yotaā¦any of that is not something people should crawl into being mentally ill.
Iām grounded, Iām aligned, and ready to face my reality today.
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Drewlo is rightā¦if I canāt get through the herdā¦Iām ā ā ā ā ā ā ā up againā¦
I think Iām making waves, and I donāt want to make anyone as manic as I getā¦so sorry if these other posts are getting out of controlā¦just message me and tell me to ā ā ā ā .
I was reading a book about how region and culture influences our delusions.
Other cultures have different delusions. Some cultures are much more spiritual and ghost heavy.
Since so much of our T.V. our news, our everything has to do with conspiracy theories and governmental cover-upsā¦ I have a feel that is why.
I wasnāt exposed to a lot of T.V. or that sort of readingā¦ mine is kidnappers.
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because i am an alien.
take care
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For some reason there were no aliens in my delusionsā¦not a oneā¦I donāt for the life of me know why. The CIA only featured into my imagined past to the extent that I believed it had been my idea to blow up the Pentagon using a reconstructed Nazi super weapon hidden in the back of a U-Haul trailerā¦all because of a human shin boneā¦that when picked up this deep voice would say in the mind of the beholder āThis belongs to him!āā¦
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The CIA is a secretive organization. They have conducted real mind control experiments like MK-Ultra. For me, my dad is actually in a government job with a Top Secret security clearance. This is where my delusions came from. They follow your family for about a month when you reach different levels of clearance, to make sure your not a spy. I remember my step mom freaking out about people followimg her from the government as my dad was going through his clearance process.
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Because the grey alien was my first visual hallucination. It came in the room and stared at me just moments after my first psychosis began.
I started looking at the clocks at the same times repeatedly and also smelled sulfur.
they invaded my mind and completely ā ā ā ā ā ā me up. You should have seen it from the inside.
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You look for the source, and since you know not of it, you replace it with that which is currently known of, be it fiction or facts that are present within todayās world.
However, since the scale of the events which the person may be experiencing, far exceeds the scale of ordinary events, one needs to extend to a bigger scale via magnifying typical CIA FBI or NSA events, all the way up to the massive scale that relates to your personal experience. Or, one may do so via moving on deep into the imaginary world of alienās and UFOās.
In most cases, the interpretation of the bizarre events in turn even exceeds the limits of spy fiction, or science fiction. Thus you successfully are set up to appear to be nutty as a fruit cake
āTruth is stranger than fiction, but it is because Fiction is obliged to stick to possibilities; Truth isnāt.ā
ā Mark Twain
there is another big catagory i noticed, and that one involves religion.
I have all three of those catagories too an extend.
cause i think you need a way to explain the unexplained.
because i know who implanted the wiring and the devices. i remember regardless of who believes me and they simply arenāt human in the same way i am. iām not saying theyāre āaliensā, but theyāre not human. their technology vastly exceeds what i have seen from humans. and humans canāt detect it. or all of the x ray techs and mri operators are lying. which is totally possible, but probably not.
iām not overly concerned about the government apart from the government being shady bastards, but, such is the nature of contemporary political bodies. and iām sure theyād like the technology for themselves but i canāt give them that. if i could, i would clearly remove it from myself first.
it could be repitilians/dinosaurs
i have a theory that not all dinosaurus/reptilians are extinct.
and some survived trough hiding in the bedrock.
and they had loads of time to evolve into the dominant species.
we are just there experiment.
Remember how I said I thought I was handled over by Israel?? My hallucinations of hallucinations are interrogating me as a suspected double agent or insurgent. John Brennan and others are inside me. Crawling I swear to find out whatās real when hallucinations bring on more of them. Like a big developing snowball of wonderland going down a mountainā¦
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Because aliens and spies are real and not always delusion?
Granted, many people have delusions about these things, and many professional people feel if you talk about these things you are delusional or a conspiracy theorist. Thatās the perfect cover for the aliens and spies.
There is plenty of documentation of both. I donāt know why people automatically assume its all delusionā¦Going back to at least 1990 people were always talking about their phones being tapped, then by late 90s they feared their computers were being watchedā¦they were called crazy, delusional, paranoid, conspiracy theoristsā¦ until Snowdenā¦ah haā¦it was real all along.
that said, I am a CIA = Cool Intelligent Alienā¦can also mean Cute Intelligent Angel or Casually Important Anunnakiā¦ 