But now it’s replaced with the North Korea thing. And torture is in hell. Forever. It’s okay if you’re a good person and tortured in this life than to be tortured forever. That’s what I realized too late.
I’m sorry you’re going through that.
I’m not sure what to do about it even though a part of me is like move away and marry rich than you’ll be safe. But I’m not doing that apparently. So this seems to be my fault at the end of the day.
How does money help stop it? I could make all the money in the world and not get anywhere
I thought it could be a possibility. But you’re right it might not amount to anything. I’m just kicking myself for not trying. It’s hard for me to try when it might not work.
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How can you mess up?
Therapy was a waste of time for me.
My therapist was rubbish!
Supposed to be getting it back again, but I can’t be bothered to chase it down any more as I see little point in it
I’m not sure. But they’re still after me
If you can’t think of anything then there is nothing to worry about as there is nothing you can do. Doing what you think is right might be the slip-up and vice-versa. So I wouldn’t worry about your actions. You’re a good person so whatever pain you may experience here is only temporary. So keep that in mind when you’re struggling.
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I’ve only had sz for 7 years, but to me sz is not a sprint, it’s not even a marathon, it’s mt everest, there may be many slippery and scary moments, storms of symptoms and depression that blind side you but you can press on and you will find the top, our best hope is that meds will get better in time and new treatments will be available, and new drs that want to help will emerge there’s a saying I heard that helps me in this illness “im not where I wanna be but at least I’m not where I was”
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