I have seen opened bags breath in and breath out together. I have also seen TV cords walking in the air and attached itself to the TV set. There is another time i see a thick layer of beautiful purple light floating in the air around me in a garden where no artificial lighting is on.
I wonder what they are. I dont know if they are visual hallucinations. And how do u know if they are?
I used to see black shadows hanging around people. When I was floridly psychotic I saw spirit animals, aliens and the colors seemed different. Then with medication that passed, sometimes I still see bright colors, and the shower courtain move when it’s still.
I have a lot of visuals. My earliest ones were surfaces moving - walls breathing, patterns moving, floors rippling - and seeing people and cats out of the corners of my eyes. Lately I mainly see lights and shadows - black burned out circles lined with blue light, lightning bolts, spinning pinwheels of light and shadow, liquids dripping down my extreme periphery, clouds of translucent pink.
I have induced visual experiences. Induced by others.
One of the reasons they think it’s the dopamine malfunctioning. But it’s them tapping my mind and the dopamine is involved.
Some of my visuals are like light, some are ghostly in appearance, some look entirely physical and real.
Some though aren’t visuals at all. At times my mind is taken into another dimension and i can see bits and pieces of what our world is really made of. They put things here and at times some of us can see these things. These are completely not hallucinations and are really right in front of everyone all of the time, it’s like a goddamn 3-d image picture with a hidden image in it and when you focus behind the picture you can see it.
Saw a grey, a ufo, pan the half goat faerie god(it’s funny how they chose to appear that way, it’s just a crazy way to make yourself look), shadow people, light beings, what people would have called a ghost float by a window.
And faces galore! It’s as if their were an invisible framework and no matter what goes down there are faces everywhere. Like a guy could be painting random things and there will be faces in it, they are all over the place. This reality isn’t what it looks like.
I’ve seen so many things, but they all are limited to the visual domain inside of my mind. I mostly see/saw people, without flaw & highly intelligent. They are quite capable of sustaining a conversation and have unique personalities. I have also seen natures that defy reasoning - worlds far beyond this one, more complex, sophisticated, albeit beautiful.
I do not see anything in the real world changing, with the exception of shadows - which sometimes move about as if they are sentient.
When I was psychotic, stuff like hallways would look longer and lights would seem brighter and I would see these little black circles in the air and all around
yea i see. clowns witches and my dead mom. and sometimes. the government. it sucks cause it hard for me to go out in public. because i don’t know what is real and not real
I saw a paper on a stickboard move upwards towards my light from cellphone. I thought I was doing some delicate spiritual thing, and I interpreted as a sign from above. I hadnt slept for 6 days.
While psychotic, I saw people and vehicles that I was told weren’t there. I saw a lady get out of a van and walk toward me to say something to me, while I was sitting with my family. I don’t know how many bogus people and vehicles I really saw since it blends right in with reality. I’ve seen movement in pictures, lights grow brighter, and I once saw a friend at a restaurant, looked again a minute later, and she wasn’t there. I’ve had flashes of my cat, too.
I used to see men in black coats walking around all the time. Now not so much. I used to call them the organization. Now my visuals are just distortions in my environment. Things would shift, people would be made to look more sinister and what not.