Well, my mother keeps saying since years, that I’ll be forever alone and sick. She says also, that no one didnt recover from this illness… She tries to make me teach my independence and for the rest, to the loneliness too 
. Before, I was forgiving her, but to keep saying that I’ll always be sick and alone, is hard tbh…
I ended up by enviing my other ill friends, who were said completely the opposite at their worst. So they get better. Me, I knew 20 years of isolation and so much despair about my future, that it became a symptom… I thought for years that I’d be alone and this caused me even physical symptoms… tbh, I have rage today against my mother even though it’s not good… why I had to hear for years, that I’d always be in pain and alone? Maybe I was never treated as a person, not like my other ill friends…
Idk why my mother is like this. And now, I should learn to be above my mother’s opinion but nobody will take me back my years of pure hell, while I was alone and so sad, that I couldn’t stand on my feet even… idk why she was like this…
My parents also dysfunctional.its really tough situation.good luck
She thinks this because she’s seen your lack of progress and isolation.
If you want her to change her thinking,
You have to change your life.
You’re completely capable of leaving your room and trying new things.
I don’t think you have to always be sick and alone,
But you have to try.
If you don’t change, you will be.
Goldenrex, sorry but my ill friends also lacked progress and they were weak at their worst, but they heard precisely the opposite then… I was alone in this struggle for years, really… how tough I can be? My dad was very abusive too, you cant imagine… maybe there is something about this in my illness… since the day one of my diagnosis, my mother treated me like this… she once even said, that she’ll take away my civil rights, while I was dying from worries about my future…
I am making my progress now, I am not as before, goldenrex, but the words count too. Ok, I should get out too of such bad emotions, I know it’s not right, but I really start to think that my parents were quite different from the others 
. Anyway, I should forgive again…
Ok, I feel bad again to experience such emotions, but I didn’t have a proper treatment from my parents for real I think… take away my rights? Yeah…
Regardless of what your mother said and when she said it,
You need to change.
Sitting in that room is killing you.
Make baby steps, Anna, we’re all pulling for you.
Ok, I see. Thanks though.
Well, for my progress, I go out for 15 minutes every day now in my neighborhood. I am also trying to chase my negative emotions…I started my home bike, I move more here when cleaning my apart…
It’s my evenings still who are harder and more desperate but whatever…
My mom made good things about me too, but there were bad too I find. Anyway, maybe I am just sick. My dad was it too I think… its genetic or what?
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