its very hard to describe what i find wrong with my brain.
the best i can do as per how i feel is i can call it
a bit inflated or bloated
its damaged, hazy, sleepy(it needs to be jacked up) , as if it is rubbed off. this 3rd point is very difficult to describe, i am trying my best.
Based on the above 3 what do u think i suffer from?
is it schizophrenia?
when i was diagnosed as sz back in 2009 i didnt have the above 3 symptoms. then i was a bit violent, quarrelsome, irritable, lethargic and suspicious. but now i dont have these original symptoms. what i have now is the 3 points i mentioned above.
Same for me, when I was diagnosed my negative symptoms were less than my positive symptoms but now I have no positive symptoms but lots of negative symptoms. Maybe its the sz disease progressing or the long term effects of meds not sure, probably both.