Does anyone here consider themselves an expert on schizophrenia?

[steffifan]

here it is

Which disease?

its very hard to describe what i find wrong with my brain. the best i can do as per how i feel is i can call it a bit inflated or bloated not sharp its damaged, hazy, sleepy(it needs to be jacked up) , as if it is rubbed off. this 3rd point is very difficult to describe, i am trying my best. Based on the above 3 what do u think i suffer from? is it schizophrenia? when i was diagnosed as sz back in 2009 i didnt have the above 3 symptoms. then i was a bit violent, quarrelsome, irritable, lethargic and suspicious. but now i dont have these original symptoms. what i have now is the 3 points i mentioned above. so what is it, sz or something else?