I think its you have an over active mind like most of us here and your mind runs away with you, out of control. Just take it easy rest a bit distract yourself with news or something
I know right I think the same thing all the time. My voices, the demons, they are “telepathic” voices too. They are so wickedly clever and cruel it is so hard to believe my brain is just making it up. It’s crazy what the human brain is capable of.
I don’t know what the hell it is, but reading all that messed up dystopian sci-fi when I was younger has really broken my head. That must be where all this nonsense is coming from
Can’t think of anything else
In town on Saturday it felt pure dangerous being around other people
Have not felt like that for a long time in that way
Well in my opinion this is mostly anxiety triggering stuff like going out Saturday when very crowded and your mind cant handle the anxiety and stress, youve had a lot of med changes this year so although speaking to doctor can be useful you have to think carefully well what will his advice be?
Just see how you feel because you might feel better later on
I’m close with a lot of people who’ve developed this anxiety since COVID hit. Lockdowns and all. Do you think this might have influenced you in situations where you have to go out with lots of other people around?
When I have a thought I don’t put into English, it bounces off the canyons of my mind, goes up and octave, and is expressed in slang until I don’t recognize it. For example, when my brain screams at me, “You’re terrible,” it is a slang expression my loving baby sister used to tell me how cool I was.
Oh goodness, me too. I find layers to my illness too. The psychosis is under control. Check. The mania is under control. Check. The DID will never be in check. Moving on…must be time for anxiety and for my depression to go out of whack. I understand the frustration.
And I understand why diagnosis matters. It does to me too, because I feel like I want to hit EXACTLY what the problem is, full force.