I thought I was abducted by aliens and went to outer space. I came back months or years later and realized or thought or was told or felt all humans are actually ■■■■■■■ aliens lol. I’m not kidding. I was so paranoid and scared and had panic attacks when I came back. Not sure how it all worked. Felt like I went to mars for some time. I don’t know or remember much. Felt like a VR headset or hologram. But the tech is light years ahead of anything I know. Like I had theories of time dilation and philosophical zombies and crap and the whole 9 yards as they say.
I remember watching TV and thinking all the players on the TV (football) were actually aliens and I was from another freaking planet or came back from space.
I don’t know if this is against forum rules, but that’s how I felt. I don’t know if it was a different life. I really don’t know why I felt like I did.
I can’t remember much. I don’t think I’ll ever really move on or recover. Like I told my mom (she remembers) that I felt like people were following me and I couldn’t tell what was real after I smoked pot back in 2011. This all happened in college. Like I don’t even remember actually going to college like I experienced soul transfer or are from a different planet or time line or experienced time travel. I watch a lot of conspiracy theories to try and understand and figure out what the ■■■■ happened to me. It’s possible I was abducted by grey aliens – the evil type. Not sure why. I think we are just in their ■■■■■■■ evil simulation and are like cattle or ants to them. Some are fortunate and others like me are just animals for lack of a better word…
In a past life, I remember them asking me about simulation theory like how do they escape like they told me they can travel between simulations but MIGHT be stuck – I don’t know. Maybe they escaped. I know I did. Some of them don’t like them and seem to have more powers than others. I feel like some greys have infinite knowledge that spans eternity like a video game or sims game. Hopefully, it’s all a lie because simulation theory sucks.
It’s possible I got abducted by real aliens, but I suspect I could have implanted or false memories or maybe even had some milab experience. It feels so weird like it never happened but in a past life. Like I dropped out in 2011 but felt like I reincarnated in this life in 2013 – I guess. Like I woke up or came through a portal and gained sentience. I guess and think a lot. Like I said, I’ll never recover or heal. I just like getting this garbage out.
It’s possible time is non-linear, doesn’t exist, or is multi-dimensional. I thought I was in mk-ultra, monarch, montauk, and secret space program, but I don’t know. Maybe it’s all fake and made up and I was just an alien abductee.
It’s pretty nuts to say and think I’m truly immortal in a cosmological sense.
If we live in the sims, it would make sense how information is inserted into the computer program or video game just like the sims game.
At this point, I don’t really know what the hell or how the heck Mandela effect works, I just know it exists and is very, very real.
It’s possible I’m time traveling while sleeping and going into different dimensions or remembering them from eons ago while I’m sleeping since I remember nothing really. It’s like time doesn’t exist, really for lack of a better word.
I think the brain is quantum basically so it’s all possible but might be 100+ years ahead of our understanding.
What I’m thinking or trying to say is this reality isn’t real at all. I don’t know why I was so heavily targeted. I cannot remember ■■■■ and get confused because I’ve been to college a lot. I’ve graduated before in the multi-verse. What I’m trying to say is my memory is very, very, very unreliable. I cannot remember most of it anymore and cannot remember what happened. I don’t think or know what universe I am in.
I don’t think I posted anything about titor in this life back then or anything controversial except simulation theory or matrix theory, hence this is one reality of many and might not be base or the original or even real.
If I created Bitcoin, which I doubt, the timelines make sense. Around the time I got sick, an email was discovered. Maybe it was my ip address, but I don’t know. I would have been outside the matrix or a clone would have used me using some inter-dimensional time travel in a very, very distant past life or another reality even. Not sure what the point was or what kind of personality or person I was. Obviously, I didn’t do it in this reality or this life or anything. It’s literally impossible. I didn’t do ■■■■. I know the script.
I got sick around july - august 2011; I woke up in 2013; I got paranoid in 2015 really, really bad; saw some ufos in 2016; and started healing and getting better on vraylar and stuff in 2017. Life has been good so far.
I think I had some attempts on my life like at the hospital in 2015; the coffee shop; college; etc. The worst was the hospital because I was trapped like vermin and couldn’t escape. It was literally worse than ■■■■■■■ hell.
My current theory is the bitcoin theory. But I don’t know. I hope I’m just a normal dude. It’s possible I was framed by a doppelganger lol.
anyways, I don’t know how to use bitcoin, would lose the wallet and passwords easily, and have no access to the money. I bet the real satoshi nakamoto is someone else. I really don’t know.
I don’t know why I have these thoughts other than paranoid schizophrenia.
Anyways, that’s all that I can remember that’s on my mind right now. I forgot some stuff.
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