Around August 27th 2011, I went crazy in college. Looking back, I think it was a simple alien abduction because I posted “We live in the Matrix”. Ever since that, I’ve been living countless lives in simulations and went sort of insane I think. Insane is a conversial word, but I feel like it. I think it was Dulce Base, New Mexico, an alien facility down there where they ‘do stuff’ to people. They told me: aliens are real, we live in a simulation, and not to talk about the craft I saw in college. I thought there was a huge conspiracy against me and I’ve been getting fake dreams and stuff of other fake lives and stuff that’s confusing me on this very simple issue: I was abducted be grey aliens and basically experimented on and possibly tortured. I thought it was the Illuminati or Shadow Government type stuff, but it’s not. They let Elon Musk and others talk about simulation theory all the time, but I was one of the first to do it. I think. I don’t know if I got it from the tv show “Through the Wormhole with Morgan Freeman” I probably did. But it wasn’t a mainstream idea. Same thing with Nick Bostrom’s paper. He wasn’t even that popular or well known back then. I feel like they took and ran with my idea or even took it and were made famous, while all I got was schizophrenia and suffering and living a horrible, poor life of non-existence.
There’s little to no proof of my existence even online. I think aliens are covering it up. I’ve been living my life sort of on repeat since 2011 with schizophrenia for thousands of iterations of more. Possibly the simulation rebooted itself in 2011 after that post and a cover up insued.
I feel like I’m getting clarity here.