During a time of crisis, I try to look at the positive in things… For the most part. Anyways, episodes turn out to be like sudden jolts of paranoia, shadows are constantly shifting around me, my phone rings and nobody’s there. I always hear knocking, thumps, slams and what have you’s. Blurry images would come into picture, and transform into some sort of figure or monster. Honestly, they’re not as scary as they first were, so I don’t bring it to anyone’s attention, unless they ask if I’m having an episode… Which is almost never. (haha). Anywho, Silver horses, Purple elephants, mushroom people, little people, and griffons are all that I’ve noticed in the majority of my episodes. I can’t remember all of them, due to my memory being complete “shite”, so yanno. Let’s hear everyone’s input.
And episode for me is quite serious. I lose touch with reality.
Pretty basic answer. Could you describe one?
Sometimes talking about episodes triggers people, if thet don’t want to elaborate it’s okay too. Alright @DatTallGuyCam? 
I had a mini episode about a week ago. I felt there were serpents in my head, but instead of thinking "I’m having an episode " I thought it was real.
@Minnii Okie dokie. I haven’t ever spoken to others who have the same illness before, so I apologize.
Alien talks to me, I reach for the knife, my thoughts exploding and dead simultaneously. Drop to the floor, paralyzed, anxious, the world spins, I fall into a deep deep hole.
For me it is very costly, I trust no one (they are all in on IT), Usually feel they have me on camera everywhere, I have thrown out everything electrical to get rid of the cameras. I get self destructive, money means nothing I will chuck out everything I own. The stress levels go to the point of insanity, Probably shaved a few years off my life.
Its blurry to me know what happend doe I remember thinking I was jesus and I dont even believe in him also think everyone is agaisnt me and people gonna torture me or shot me I think I hallucanate aswell I was walking down the street at night amd there were hundreds of people walking towards me then I saw a friend that was in jail at the time aswell then I thought my grandmother died amd my family wouldnt tell me. Its wierd I also cried with happyness and Im not really a cryer. Also one time it felt like I was having a spiritual expierence. Thats all I can really remember and thats bits from the 3 episodes ive had
For me an episode means there is no such thing as coincidence. Everything is involved in a scheme.
It’s been so long maybe it’d be different now. But it was something like I had no clue I was having an episode because I was so far gone. I think I’ve been normal for so long now that if I went off my meds and had an episode id be more conscious to it happening like WHAT THE HELL IS HAPPENING TO ME
I have hallucinations every day, so I don’t count those as part of an episode. For me, an episode involves becoming delusional. I usually start to believe I am a demon, and my existence drains the life-force and joy out of everyone I interact with. This leads to me isolating myself, because I am terrified my presence will slowly kill the people I love. In the past, I would hop in my car and drive across the country, never staying in one place for long. Now, I usually come on here, report that I’m having a delusion, and people help me work through it.