Back finally and i have some questions

[Bendy]

I want to to know if anyone else see or has similar hallucinations to what i have. I normally see blood and gory stuff when i have an episode. Typically i see people face metling were the sink has metled off. And 2 black holes were the eyes should be. Apologizes, if i am getting to detailed with this. I working on a painting to show those who don’t see it. Can see what i see. And before you ask yes i stopped watching horror moves and reading gory books. And even stopped listening to creepst pasta stories. I even cut out alot of the metal i used to listen to, but it hasn’t worked i still see this gross stuff when i have an episode. It hard not to punk form it as well or run away when you are at work as well.

Only way that helps is classical music and painting or drawing. If you have any thing similar let me know or any ways to help the episodes not be so gross. Thank you.

[Quijas6]

I saw people being murdered and then the FBI “cleaning up” the scene later on. There was a lot of blood and so much emotion too it – terror.

[Anna]

My hallucinations are sometimes scary. I find it’s best to just do what you’re doing and distract yourself.

I have experienced both psychosis and hypnogogic (sleep related) hallucinations. Weirdly, the hypnogogic ones I found I could influence by staying calm, or even thinking about something specific. But the psychosis hallucinations i had no such control over.