There was a day I walked out of my psychosis and realized I am in the middle of a severe illness.
Everything I tried to build up in my life was long gone. But I am still alive, with an unhealthy body.
I get to understand that I have a malfunctioning brain and body. There would be a lot of things I will not be fit for doing.
I just wonder what I would be able to do. Is planning for future still possible for someone with sz?
With perhaps two decades ahead of you in your life, what would you like to make happen?
I live the past few years like just let time past. It is so unlike myself in my early years.