mine is to have ‘‘financial security’’…
hmmmm… same?
complete recovery maybe.
my question of financial security has reached the heavens no doubth
dreams before schizophrenia:
- finish business school (achieved)
- finish business collage (failed 2 times)
- join the military (failed 2 times)
- find friends (failed, never met interesting people)
- find girlfriend (failed, without ever finding a nice looking girl i would even want to be with)
- do driving license (achieved)
- get a car (achieved, although it isnt mine anymore)
- get involved in politics sometime (perhaps when im old?)
dreams after schizophrenia:
- get apprenticeship in accounting (seems to be going bad thus far)
- go to school / study economics again after apprenticeship (cant do it without the latter)
- find girlfriend (met some good looking girls after sz however they were either totally unattracted by me or they were uneasy with the knowledge of my illness)
- have sex with 4 women at the same time (this is what the voices have promised me, i know its basically impossible and somewhat tasteless)
- perhaps try to get into the military again (chances are low)
- win the lottery (fucking voices make the most idiotic promises)
- buy a mercedes benz (no money)
- get rid of illness and voices for rest of life (the voices also promised me they will go away just as they came but everytime i wake up they are still there)
- get a good wife who will raise your children (possible in future but distant)
So yeah, some dreams are totally nuts while others, even though influenced by the mental disease, dont seem to be that strange.
@eiskalt…well wrote very interesting i must say…
i also have many other dreams
My hopeful dream is to be in a band again with my brothers and nephew. They vow that they are going to buy the equipment and we can play bars and make CD’s. I don’t know how long this dream is going to take to come to fruition.
sounds good @jukebox
I don’t need a lot of cash. I could live in a shoe. But my dream still is to make millions of people sing!
Currently, mine would be to get a phd in philosophy, to own some sort of cafetaria on one of the greek isles, to have a garden with vegetables and herbs in it. I’m not sure about the order.
To be a published author and to enter heaven when I die
Dreams for me is to get a nice job in business or something simple and boring that pays good. Finish school. Get off disability. Get my own apartment or buy a house so I don’t have to worry about being homeless again
I already found a boyfriend but I don’t want him to leave me because I’m always disinterested in sex.
My dream for my health is that a good medicine comes out like Iti-007 that doesn’t cause any weight gain and maybe even helps with motivation
To participate in life rather than just get by.
to die young and go to heaven. it’s all I fantasize about nowadays.
the one dream where i wasnt manifested.!!!
I like your sense of humour pedro27.
I want to be a ultra marathoner.
Communion with [bleep].!
To experiance the universal reality of existence or self realization.
I just want to be content with my life. Having a goal of anything else, is probably asking too much for me.