Last sentence is so relatable for me. For a long time, and it might sound weird - I found myself trying to relive my teenage years through anime - it was like a way to be in secondary school again without all the mental health problems (of which back then, I never knew was a thing beyond the word depression)
Back then I had no idea that I was psychotic. I knew I was depressed, was always feeling terribly suicidal, but I didn’t realize just how sick I really was. Man, I was all ■■■■■■ up and crazy af, and my dad somehow was blind to it, or because he was against psych meds.
I was a drop out. They forced me to go to school until I was the age of 16. I tried going back and just didn’t like it. So I just worked minimum wage jobs. Stock boy. Dishwasher.
I got into a fight with a girl in primary school… she and her entourage (her bother and friend) started to kick me… so yeah the natural instinct was to punch her and run away… I cried that night… but never saw her again until high school, but later moved on from her as my friends agreed I was not in the wrong, which was nice to hear!
I went from 1 group to the other in high school totaling about 2/3 groups… got in to a few fights , not my fault or so I believe… but was good academically till years 11-12, where I started to douse in weed with my friends and discarded studying!
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