What is the very thing youre most ashamed about

Nothing feels the same does it.

I remember after my second episode my mind was overcome with delusions and I found it hard to process

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I used to feel ashamed of being sz.

Now I have less selfstigma.

I can see it for what it is without the drama.

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I’m ashamed that I’m not a better provider for my family. I wish I felt more human at work or in public in general.

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im ashamed of many things im very hard on myself and guilt ridden but the thing i am most ashamed of is not making an bigger effort to have a relationship with my dad before he died.

I’m ashamed of my scoliosis. I have people yell at me about it. That reminds me I need to call physical therapy.

Sorry to hear that people shouldnt be yelling at you because you have scoliosis

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I’m ashamed because I’m not a good person… But I trying to work on it.

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I am very soft spoken and passive which I am ashamed of sometimes.

No shame here. i have no regards for what people think.

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I’m ashamed of breaking a woman’s heart. This was before I met my husband.

I was dating this woman for 3 months. The relationship was good, but it wasn’t exciting and I wanted excitement. I called her one night and broke up with her over the phone. I said I had a lot going on. She said she wanted to help me through it. I kept making excuses that I needed to end it… But they were lies. I didn’t tell her my honest feelings, that things just weren’t working out.

I then went to a club with my friend. Like… I was acting like I didn’t care about that relationship at all. I ended it and then went and partied. Heartless.

She was so hurt, she didn’t even show up to get her things. We planned a time that she could get her stuff back, but she didn’t show.

I still feel guilty and ashamed. She had strong feelings for me. I mean, I honestly wasn’t in love with her and needed to end the relationship, but I should’ve done it in person, been honest, and I should’ve cared more about how she would feel.

I wish I could tell her I’m sorry. I treated her like trash, when it came time to break up.

Nothing, but some should be ashamed how they treated me, but they are not either. So I guess it’s good. :smiley:

I’m ashamed of the pornography I used to look at

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I’m ashamed of the way I raised my son and a lot of times I am ridden with guilt about it. But, he told me that he loved me and that I have nothing to feel guilty about. Now, if only I could believe that.

When I was in third grade, me, my mom and my two sisters chipped in and bought my dad a nice toolbox for Christmas. That was about 1968. Over the years he bought tools and found tools at his job on the freeway and filled the toolbox up. In 1988 I was addicted to crack and I used to borrow my dads Cadillac with the toolbox in the trunk and drive everywhere to buy and smoke crack.

One night I had his car and I ran out of money and crack. I was at this gas station and some strangers were standing around. I sold them my dads toolbox for $10 so I could buy a piece of crack. I smoked the crack and drove home that night and the next day I was so remorseful; I felt so bad. The worst part about it was that my dad had a little socket set in the toolbox that was his father’s from the 1940’s when my grandfather worked as a machinist in a prison. My grandfather died in 1961 the year I was born and that socket set was one of the few things my dad had to remember his father by.

Yeah, I was pretty ashamed.

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I’m ashamed I’m a nice guy. Lol.

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Currently I am ashamed of my weight the most.

I try not to think about the past too much when it comes to things like this

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I’m ashamed by my body, and my mental illness

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I also am ashamed of the way i treated my mum when i was 19.

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I dont really have shame. I just dont give a hoot lol.

Any one wanna see ma sneks? Haz oros snek peks

I’m ashamed of the way I treated a woman I used to work with but can’t give the details.