What has sz taught you

has it taught you …

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It taught me to be more compassionate.

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That I’m special because I’m in the 1% of something. :slight_smile:

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I learned that trespassing is a crime. :slight_smile:

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Not to trust anyone

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God loves me and has chosen me

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ability to deal with humiliation, poverty, illness and trauma and overcome

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More compassion and empathy.

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still learning, sorta…but I learned that I never knew myself even when I was normal.

EDIT: I still don’t know myself btw…

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“The more help you need, the less you get and the less help you need the more you get”

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Fear of the unknown is still more terrifying than anything i could ever imagine…

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Could you elaborate on that @everhopeful? I agree with what you say and it resonates strongly with me - just curious if any situations have caused you to have this view?

Like for instance I was turned away from hospital when I was completely psychotic and suicidal. I was living in a dream world and getting worse. I only survived because I upped my meds on my own. That got me through and bought me back to reality enough where I could arrange a meeting with my psychiatrist. But I feel I survived because of luck rather than anything else.

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Welcome to hell, beg your own choosing

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It hasn’t taught me much bru.

So manyvtimes I’m back at square one mate.

Being in the moment doest always work bru

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That this world is one complicated, fk’d up place,
That and,
You are responsible for your own happiness.

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hah… what man that’s funny…

Too much to tell that’s for sure.

Self-control actually… and self-medication… and basic nutrition and psychology

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To listen to ur parents next time xD

It taught me that under the right circumstances I’m a monster. I thought I was a good person, but after being convinced by the voices that everyone in the world was trying to kill me, that out of fear and cowardice, I was capable of making horrifying decisions. I never acted out in the real world on any of the decisions, it was pretty much all hypothetical, but I discovered that at the core, because of my selfishness and cowardice I am capable of making decisions that are truly terrifying. For some weird reason my psychologist thinks I’m brave in how I have dealt with schizophrenia, but all I see is a coward.

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Life is never boring…