I start to realize that my weakness in my legs and hands is due to the fear inside me… yeah, somebody destroyed us. Forget my last sentence if you want, but i am less than a human sometimes… idk why i am stubborn still to live.
Were you also terrified by fear? Is this an urgent state on which meds can help us? My friends say that i shouldnt count on meds.
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I have terrible problems with anxiety. Lately I’ve started worrying about everything. It makes me wonder if my paranoia is coming back full time.
Yes,dear , i understand😀. Me, i have troubles with the other people already. I got used so much to the loneliness, its freaking absurd to get drowned so deep. I hate myself now for this…
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Meds can only help so much, you have to do the rest of the legwork yourself to help yourself get better.
When I get anxious I usually get shaky and angry.
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Oh… yes, me too I feel angry and I am shaky too when it comes to anxiety.
Its just that I am tired of fighting the pain from all these symptoms… I guess I am not alone, but sometimes I feel more than nothing - just pain. Understand me too, its a bit too much to be in hell all the time. I cant stand on my feet sometimes outside, its just too much. My mother says that even if I faint, Ill have to get up and continue walking yeah… You know what? she threatened me that shell take my human rights cause she cant manage without me the appartments that we have. I mean, there is money in this…
Shakiness, nervous poops (lol) nausea and sometimes vomiting, a black hole in my tummy that I have to put pressure on, I hyperventilate, I can’t think clearly, I start to cry, I get much more easily scared and anxiety seems to heighten my paranoia.
Probably some other stuff too but I can’t recall right now.
Thank you for the answer princess. I am the same yeap 
.My paranoia gets worse also like for you even though I am not sure if the primal cause is the anxiety or the paranoia.
But I have anger when scared, I am afraid the others see it so I run away fast from them…
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I wonder if my anxiety is affecting my work. I study and work just fine at home but at the office I get overwhelmed…
you can beat the anxiety !! I did and I did it by overcoming the phobia associated with anxiety and panic…at one time I couldn’t leave my house without my mother taking me everywhere. now I come and go as I please without any anxiety or panic anymore…you have to defeat the fear associated with anxiety…and don’t worry so much !! you can overcome that too.
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Didn’t I just become dumb with all these years of illness behind me? I am confused in my thinking. I don’t have opinions on anything sometimes. One guy in the past, ill too, treated me as dummy 
He wasn’t nice I guess but I think about this too…I am not sure if recovery is possible with a mind like mine 
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Don’t say that Anna! You are an intelligent wonderful person!! Don’t let some jerk make you feel any different
Yeah… I guess I surrounded myself by bad people too . He was kind of sex partner for me and he kept saying to me when I was at my worst that I am complexed and in my back, that I am numb… screw him, yes! I am fed up of all this rubbish around me… But I am really concerned about my crashed mind. I guess I am not the only one, its sad, but I don’t know anymore what to think about myself or the reality. I guess you understand that .
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Dont you really think that there is hope of getting better with my ■■■■■■ brain please? Gosh, its like i am really demented and confused… you all look here far beyter than me with the reality and the thinking, really…
Where to start… Panic Attacks, Paranoia, Breakdowns , Agoraphobia. Yeah I’m a candidate for xanax for sure. Might be in my future with the doc I go to. ONly cause he understands what I go through
Can’t swallow, don’t feel like myself, paranoid, can’t sleep or relax, endless worrying
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