I really have to do one important job. To go in the community center with my renter for some papers. But I am afraid I’ll make my circus there. In fact, I am so anxious or paranoid, that I am afraid of fainting by fear. I am afraid to scare people with my anxiety, so its kinda of vicious circle. I risk to pace, or to cant sit on the bench there etc etc, maybe you see how I am. Idk why I am like this. Maybe I fear to be seen as mad. But its so strong as feeling, that it comes in waves and I cant stand on my feet. Maybe I should say to myself that I wont faint. But is this paranoia or anxiety, or maybe both?
Ill take one klonopin, but I am not sure even this will help…
Usually I don’t have many jobs, but this should be done and I am scared already now. ■■■■…
That sounds like anxiety.
I somatize a lot then. Like to feel my brain in my head, my feet who become weak, tightness in my stomach and chest… So you think anxiety can be so bad, that it made me isolate like this?
I wonder if who else was like this. I didn’t know anxiety could be so disabling on the life’s of somebody.
So it sounds more like anxiety, not paranoia? did somebody was so bad like this? Maybe that’s why the meds don’t work very well on me.
maybe its some panic attacks? Maybe they are typical for sz, isn’t it? When I have them, I am afraid to scare the others till death. But I am in bad shape then too. I think ill go mad or ill die in my turn too, cause its very painful like state… One pdoc told me that usually the sz is not painful like this.
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