This doesn’t relate completely but in my real life, I catch myself a lot with sayings from Kate Winslet’s character in TITANIC.
So it manifests in me calling my mom ‘Mother’’ or saying words like ‘Inertia’ or ‘precipice’, or ‘no way out’ … and it’s not always THAT deliberate…
It’s subconsciously flows and it does feel like fiction works have intruded on me at times…
Bc it’s unfortunate now- I think in laws can see this, and that’s not ideal when you think about it.
I really could be served if I could manage that A.A. ‘Cry’ they talk about.
I’ll get these paranoid thoughts or random violent images popping up in my head from time to time.
I am diagnosed with OCD, so this could be the issue.
Not sure why I get them.
I have a malicious “voice” in my thoughts coming from a little man with a panamahat!
He looks a little like my stepfather . that vicious ■■■■■■■.
Spring forth from a spark, outside of my train of thought, usually not good thoughts, they then ember and seeth, becoming more and more on the forefront until I would consider it going into obsession.
I’ve got a couple therapy tools. Zoloft helps.
I get them. They feel not real or inserted not mine…
İt s happen me time to time but not much as used to be