sets the day up right. The sun beats down and I’ll be walking about a half mile. It’s all good though nothing else to do. Go home have a nap. Wake up and clean up my old bathroom and move the last of my ■■■■.
■■■■ these hallucinations though. I don’t want to think about this ■■■■ any more. It’s not interesting. I hate how much it ■■■■■ with my sense of self.
Both of the only two stores that sold beer in the town where I live have closed. If I want alcohol I have to hitch hike six miles to another town to buy it. Maybe it’s for the best, I don’t know.
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Yeah I feel stupid for drinking mid day but I also felt like I was rewarding myself for getting the move sorted out.
Don’t be hard on yourself you’ll drink more just try to cut back.
I actually hadent had alcohol for a few days. When I start to relapse I stay away from all substances. Just for pulling through though I felt like I needed a reward.
My reward for the day is chocolate milk with whip cream. 
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I made a batch of chocolate ice cream. The trick will be to not consume it in one sitting. Argh.
Me making ice cream is kind of like Superman having a Kryptonite Sno Cone machine.
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**Youre moving? Thats great! 
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I was wondering whats it like living in a small town?
For me, it’s not too different than living in a big town, because I spend almost all my time alone in my room, which is what I would do if I lived in a big town. Living in a small town is not necessarily safer than living in a city. A lot of country people keep dogs, and they let them run loose, so that they can guard the street in front of their houses. A lot of country people seem to think that their property line extends past the road in front of their houses. Though I wouldn’t know, because I don’t socialize, I hear that small town people are very inquisitive about their neighbors. Watts, the town I live in, has a mean edge to it. The authorities cracked down on meth labs in the cities, so the production of meth moved to the small towns, who don’t have the same law enforcement resources. The character of a small town can vary from town to town. A lot depends on the nature of the people in the town. Not many girls in Watts graduate high school before they get pregnant.
Watts? What state man
Watts? In Las Angeles? I was a kid in Arcadia, Ca, by L.A. during the Watts riots.
Sorry I didn’t say - serious oversight. Watts is in Eastern Oklahoma, about six miles from the Arkansas border.
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Watts, Oklahoma…